The Atoner



"Teal'c: One day others may try to convince you they have forgiven you. That is more about them than you. For them, imparting forgiveness is a blessing. Tomin: How do you go on? Teal'c: It is simple. You will never forgive yourself. Accept it. You hurt others -- many others. That cannot be undone. You will never find personal retribution. But your life does not have to end. That which is right, just, and true can still prevail. If you do not fight for what you believe in, all may be lost for everyone else. But do not fight for yourself. Fight for others, others that may be saved through your effort. That is the least you can do."

- Stargate: The Ark of Truth

Once, they were a major Big Bad. They did every crime one could think of, and did it with a song in their heart and a skip in their step.

But now, The Atoner has realized the error of their ways, possibly wants to make amends, and have decided that they will do so via heroic deeds. Simply going to jail won't do, because this isn't always applicable to their "sin." Besides, they have all these amazing skills from being a villain that would be wasted, and they can do more good out there.

The problem is, they often have to wrestle with going back to their old self, along with the massive guilt built up over years of carefree evil. Also, said previous villain skills usually involve killing people in very messy ways, which can result in karmically harmful situations. Other times their evil side won't go down without a fight, and end up manifesting itself as a Super-Powered Evil Side.

Ultimately, it comes down to the fact that no amount of babies saved will make up for killing people in the past. The Atoner usually realizes that "Redemption is the path, not the destination" and continues for the rest of their life.

...which usually isn't very long, because Redemption Equals Death. Generally the only Atoners who avoid this are main characters of a series, who are already in the atoning stage by the series' start. Atoners often end up as Knights in Sour Armor. Those who believe redemption inherently equals death may well become Death Seekers.

A subtrope of this is "Assassin Wants To Quit." Stories involving them allow us to cheer on the assassin as they battle their former employers using the same murderous skills they honed during their previous career. Atoners sometimes go on a Redemption Quest in order to atone.

Would-be Atoners who are not sincere are trying to Buy Them Off. Not to be confused with The Aloner, though they can both coincide if the character is trying to atone for killing off everyone else on the planet. The Atoner must be very careful not to run into the Deadly Change-of-Heart.

Genuine atoners have a high chance of becoming The Woobie, especially if they were an Anti-Villain in the first place. See also, Be All My Sins Remembered, where they continue to suffer a guilt complex over their past misdeeds. Contrast with My Greatest Failure - instead of a formerly evil character turning from their past, a good character feels the need to atone for not preventing a bad outcome (regardless of whether they could have changed anything). The Atoner may have experienced Go and Sin No More.

Anime and Manga

 * The eponymous character in Rurouni Kenshin.
 * And Megumi, and (later on) Aoshi and Anji.
 * Ken Ichijouji in the second half of Digimon Adventure 02. After the breakdown of his Digimon Emperor persona, he works hard to undo all the damage he caused and redeem himself. Even as late as the series finale, however, when the characters are each shown their fondest wish Ken's.
 * In Digimon Tamers, there's Impmon, who became Beelzemon. Upon discovering his inner goodness, he realizes that he had completely crushed the soul of the former comic relief, by eating her Digimon, which resulted in her being susceptible to being kidnapped and psychically tortured for several days by a modern-day Eldritch Abomination. Originally, Beelzemon was going to be the main villain (and indeed, in overall Digimon mythology, he is one of the 7 Great Demon Lords). However, the guilt of what he'd done broke and remade him.
 * To a lesser degree of drama there's Yamaki, who begins the series as the main villain and sinister man in black who ruthlessly deletes Digimon he sees as alternately disruptions to the natural order or the advance guard of an invasion, and threatens to take the children's partners away (to be fair, he doesn't do so when given the chance). However, when Juggernaut, his attempt to purge all digital life from the real world, not only fails horribly but opens the way for the real invasion, he has a genuine What Have I Done moment and spends the rest of the series working with the reunited Monster Makers to aid the Tamers. He modifies both the Hypnos system and many of his old programs into highly useful tools, and
 * In the appropriately-named "Atonement Chapter" (Tsumihoroboshi-hen) of Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, Keiichi He becomes The Atoner as a result and . Also,.
 * Abel Nightroad from Trinity Blood is a centuries old Crusnik (uber-vampire who feeds on normal vampires, has superior destructive powers and is invincible) who used to hate humans and took the vampire side of the conflict when war broke out. He was essentially a living weapon of mass destruction and supposedly killed seven million humans. Eventually it was the death of his lover, who had sided with the humans (after telling him how to defeat the vampires) and had been trying to influence him, that caused him to change his views. Nine hundred years later, he's a priest of the Vatican and tries to avoid and prevent killing whenever he can, and is wrecked with guilt for his sins.
 * Vash the Stampede from Trigun constantly is racked with guilt over his past and the extensive body count that he blames himself for, even though none of it is truly his fault. What he truly has remorse for is the fact that he couldn't prevent said things from happening in the first place.
 * In the original manga Vash killed everyone in July except for himself and Knives who was critically injured. The thing that haunts Vash is that he was friends with several people in July and is forever haunted by killing his own friends for revenge.
 * Quent in Wolf's Rain is something of a variation on this. He only comes to realize that wolves are not evil when It is only after  that Quent is able to redeem himself in a small way . It's not much - but it's enough.
 * The Prince of Tennis has Kippei "The Kyushuu Lion" Tachibana. While not an evil person, his playing style was highly violent. Then, . Wrecked with guilt, Tachibana seriously thought he should just leave tennis as a whole, but then his family transferred to Tokyo. He enrolled in Fudomine Junior High and and witnessed how the local tennis clubs' rookies were bullied by the sempais and the ex-coach; Tachibana stood up for them and became their leader and captain.
 * After being a Smug Snake and almost becoming the Big Bad,  from Kaleido Star decides to go into a Ten-Minute Retirement and study art in Paris, only to return as a sponsor and later directly try to atone for his deeds.
 * Franz Bonaparta from Monster is played up as being the creepy children's book author responsible for the madness that created Johan Liebert..
 * Balsa from Moribito Guardian of the Spirit wants to save eight lives for the eight lives that were taken in her protection as a child. To do so, she realizes would only mean something if she doesn't kill others. It's not easy to spare and escape a force of elite warriors.
 * Fullmetal Alchemist lives off this trope, as almost every single heroic character has done something either very stupid or very villainous which he or she is attempting to atone for.
 * Dr. Marcoh, Roy Mustang, Riza Hawkeye, and Alex Louis Armstrong's motivation in the Fullmetal Alchemist manga are to atone for all the Ishvalans they killed during the Ishval Massacre. Especially Armstrong, Roy, and Hawkeye.
 * Especially especially Roy. His long-term goal when he becomes Fuhrer?
 * Ed and Al's primary reason for finding the Philosopher's Stone is to redeem their bodies after attempting to transmute their mom.
 * Ed's primary reason is to bring Alphonse back. It's either "our bodies" or "Alphonse". He blamed himself for years, afraid to even ask Alphonse if he blamed him for what happened.
 * Scar.
 * Dr Knox like the rest of above mentioned in the Ishavalan war, but he isolated himself from his friends and family.
 * Lordgenome from Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, after hundreds of years of suppressing humanity underground,
 * Fruits Basket: Ayame feels guilty about his neglect of his younger brother Yuki, and is trying to be a better big brother. The rift between them, and Ayame's natural extravagant manner not appealing to Yuki, makes it difficult, but Ayame persists and ultimately succeeds.
 * In the Backstory, Kazuma took on the Parental Substitute role for Kyo Sohma/(the cat of the Zodiac because of his guilt over how badly he treated the last cat, his grandfather, when he was a youngster.
 * The reason Kagura is so hung up over Kyo is because A.) she only played with him as a child because his terrible home life/curse made her feel better about her own situation, and B.) she ran away in fear after seeing Kyo's true form and felt guilty about how withdrawn he became afterwards.
 * gets some of this after a Heel Face Turn, having realized how deeply their actions hurt others.
 * Casshern from Casshern Sins spends nearly the entirety of the series trying to atone for a sin he doesn't remember committing: killing Luna, the world's last hope. It's a pretty big mistake, since it ended up causing all life in the world to die or start dying.
 * It's implied, is of this trope as well. He goes so far as to bury every follower of his that died from the Ruin, reasoning that he wanted to etch into his heart the pain the Ruin had caused.
 * After discovering that it was not Rin's fault that her beloved mother died (it was indirectly her fault), Kaede Fuyou, becomes a Yamato Nadeshiko, whose only purpose in life was, according to her, "to serve Rin-kun"—so she can make up to him for all the tremendous abuse she piled up on Rin (who willingly took the blame because Kaede was this close to just let herself die by despair) before the discovery.
 * In Full Metal Panic!, it's revealed that Kalinin always felt horrible guilt and great regret that he did nothing to save Sousuke's mother (who ended up plunging to her death on the frozen and broken down airplane). As a result, he feels the great need to make it up to Sousuke, and always had the great desire to adopt him as his own son. Unfortunately, Sousuke is sent to an orphanage, and the next time Kalinin meets him, he's shocked to see that Sousuke turned into a cold blooded, uncaring killer. This causes him to feel even more guilt for having let Sousuke go and become like this, and in turn becomes even more dead set on making it up to him.
 * Subverted in Kino's Journey. A once-violent criminal has decided to atone for his acts by accompanying the widow of a man he killed while she Walks The Earth as her bodyguard.
 * Chichiri of Fushigi Yuugi holds himself responsible for his best friend Hikou's death, half-justifiably (the friend was killed by a flood, but Chichiri was also fighting violently with him at the time, and his attempt to save Hikou from the flood failed). Regretting how his anger contributed to the situation, Chichiri becomes a Religious Bruiser and strives to keep his emotions hidden and controlled at all times.
 * Amino ends up being this in the Asatte no Houkou manga.
 * In the Code Geass Grand Finale
 * More than that,  was The Atoner all along. Driven to kill   in order to save , with dubious results, he joins the army... and starts being the   he was up until the above scene in the finale.
 * Jeremiah Gottwald AKA Orange blames himself for not being able to protect Lady Marianne and her children and everything he does is him trying to atone for their deaths. This fuels his Chronic Backstabbing Disorder as after he finds out that Lelouch is alive; he betrays Britannia, under the guise of loyalty, to join the man who had been trying to destroy them, and after Zero left the black knights he followed him back to Britannia.
 * Both played straight and subverted in Baccano!!. The straight example is Ennis, a Homunculus Battle Butler who detests her inability to oppose her master out of fear and tries to invoke Redemption Equals Death to redeem herself . Isaac and Miria subvert it: they want to atone for their (rather silly and harmless) past sins...Robin Hood style, technically escalating their crime spree.
 * in Ga-Rei, full-stop.
 * In Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha StrikerS, the Wolkenritter join the TSAB to make up for their crimes committed while filling the Book of Darkness. Signum is particularly focused on this, as she states that she plans to repent for her crimes except when she is with Hayate, but Nanoha suggests that rather than regret what she did, she should just focus on helping people. Hayate is similarly motivated by a desire to make up for the Book of Darkness incident, having been subject to most of the blame for it and feeling responsible for it.
 * Chrono from Chrono Crusade deeply regrets joining Aion's side and, and spends the entire series trying to be kind to people and help others to make up for his past sins. Also, the manga epilogue shows that joined the Order, with another character guessing he did it with hopes of atoning himself.
 * Raoh in Hokuto no Ken, at his very last moments before his suicide.
 * In Corsair, Canale tries to atone for his years as a Sharq assassin and particularly for the murder of Sesaam Zaiyaun, whom he was in love with. He requests that Ayace kill him several times, lest he bring anymore danger to the people he loves.
 * In Gundam Wing, this is a facet of Heero Yuy that shows up in a couple of major ways.
 * After he is tricked into killing a large number of UESA leaders, he spends some time traveling with Trowa to meet with the families of each person that died, where he offers them the chance to kill him as retribution.
 * The first version of the opening credits hints at something that's finally revealed in Endless Waltz: one of Heero's first covert assignments (destroying an OZ mobile suit factory) went catastrophically out of control and ended up killing a young girl and her dog that he'd met the day before. Heero has been haunted by guilt over that ever since.
 * Vegeta from Dragon Ball in the Buu saga. He thought if he killed himself it would make up for the loss of Gohan, And all the people at the stadium he'd killed earlier.
 * In Mai-Otome Zwei, becomes this, wanting to make up for her actions in the previous series by helping Nao investigate the ruins in Episode 3, and fighting alongside Arika in the final battle in Episode 4.
 * In Muhyo and Roji's Bureau of Supernatural Investigation,, despite being imprisoned for life in the Arcanum, studies to one day become an Executor and atone for his crimes.
 * Franken Fran has a seemingly demon-possessed cardinal and the front-runner to be the next Pope
 * Alan from Windaria, who spends the bulk of his life rebuilding the world after he helped ruin it.
 * from Fairy Tail becomes this after joining the titular guild. Confirmed as of chapter 212.
 * Crime Sorciere become this after the Time Skip.
 * At the end of Shakugan no Shana, knowing how much pain he had caused for the sake of Xanadu's creation with the power of the God of Creation, attempts to become this by leaving for Xanadu alone, in order to work to encourage the Crimson Denizens to live in peace with, and befriend, the humans living there. The love that he and shared trumped this, however, and they leave for the new world together.

Comic Books
"Barbara Gordon: "You were eight years old, you were raised in a bunker by a psychopath, you didn't know what you were doing... You were eight years old! And the fact that you've tortured yourself ever since proves the type of person you really are.""
 * In The DCU, post-Parallax Green Lantern Hal Jordan.
 * Until it was revealed that Hal Jordan wasn't really Parallax, that he was merely possessed by an evil creature named Parallax that did all of those bad things and therefore absolves him of all responsibly and exempts him from Character Development.
 * No, Hal still feels responsible for his actions when being possessed, just like when he was possessed during the Sinestro Corps War. Part of his interaction with the Corps is trying to rebuild the trust he lost when he killed his fellow Corps members and essentially destroyed the original Green Lantern Corps.
 * Spawn. Especially since it was revealed that.
 * The X-Men's arch-nemesis Magneto seems to go through regular cycles of Big Bad, Well-Intentioned Extremist, and The Atoner. During one of his atonement phases, he even joined the X-Men.
 * Emma Frost is this, leading Generation X.
 * Marvel's new spin on Speedball fits here, even if Speedball was always a hero. Now he's blamed for 612 people he didn't actually murder. But, hey, he can change his name to Penance Bleedball and design a costume with 612 points of constant pain.
 * It turns out that he didn't make the suit for himself - he made it for Nitro, the true murderer. He only wore it because he felt he had to atone somewhat for failing to save all those people.
 * Also on the Thunderbolts team, there was Songbird, who honestly saw the team as a chance to redeem herself. Too bad the Thunderbolts were reorganized to be little more than killers on a leash after Norman Osborne took over.
 * The Thunderbolts could be a subversion. Most of them are little more than super-powered serial killers who joined up so they could kill under the law. Take for example Mac Gargan, a.k.a. Scorpion a.k.a. Venom. Easily the worst person to wear the symbiote. Rather than just being a pair of spider-haters out for revenge, Venom is now a violent, rampaging cannibal. He can't even tell friend from foe on the battlefield. And he's not the worst guy on the team.
 * Deadpool of the Marvel Universe is trying to atone, but the fact that he's so bad at it, combined with his natural psychopathy, means that most people don't even notice.
 * Which actually leads to the occasional legitimate Tearjerker. Especially in the recent X-Men Origins: Deadpool comic which managed to turn freaking Deadpool into a tragic character.
 * Eel O'Brian, aka Plastic Man, right from the 40s to his current incarnation.
 * A Batman story did a variant of this: Issue #127 of his self-titled book showed an alternative origin if his parents didn't get killed. In this version, Batman was a criminal called the Blue Bat, and the costume was worn by someone else. This all changed with an encounter with Bruce Wayne, who defeated the crook, took the costume for himself, and became Batman, noting, "This costume that was once a symbol of crime will now become a symbol of justice!"
 * Detective Harvey Bullock, a member of Batman's supporting cast, was introduced as a corrupt cop, but he saw the error of his ways. Since then, he's been working hard at cleaning up both Gotham City and his reputation.
 * Another Batman-related example: Scientist Kirk Langstrom, alias the supervillain Man-Bat, is often portrayed as trying to make up for the damage his Super-Powered Evil Side has caused.
 * Back in the Marvel Universe, after several attempts to take over the universe, Thanos of Titan may have become the Atoner. In the Atrocious "Marvel Universe: The End" he destroys himself to save the universe, and then in a self-titled series started wandering around atoning for his old deeds. No one trusted his motives and the series was canceled before it was truly clear how genuine his motives were.
 * Gambit is another Marvel Universe example of this trope. He joined the X-Men due to the whole . Admittedly Gambit never and continues to be a much loved thief with a heart of gold to fans, but still.
 * At the conclusion of Kingdom Come, Superman's rival Magog becomes one of these.
 * The title character of Avavar, despite not ever actually being a villain, becomes one anyway after being tricked into.
 * The Phantom Stranger, in (at least) one of his Multiple Choice Pasts.
 * Tony Stark, ever since he was kidnapped in Vietnam Afghanistan Vietghanistan. Thanks to Survivor Guilt and Major Depressive Disorder, along with a ton of other traumatic events since then, he is also a Death Seeker. More so since Civil War, but generally people who like the character pretend it didn't happen.
 * becomes this in Empowered #4.
 * The Spectre is a fallen angel who saw the error of his ways and repented. He now punishes evildoers who escape human justice as penance.
 * Making up for murdering a man is the bulk of Cassandra Cain's entire motivation, especially early in her career.


 * In the Sonic The Hedgehog comics, Knuckles was like this for a bit after his time as.
 * Recently Heel Face Turned villain  also feels the need to atone for his previous deeds, and issue #221 has a touching moment between him, NICOLE and Espio, both of whom are also invoking this trope following their respective actions during the Iron Dominion arc.
 * Eddie Brock was once one of Spider-Man's most infamous foes, Venom, but when The Symbiote got too Ax Crazy for his taste, Eddie got rid of it and tried to kill himself when it found a new host. As Anti-Venom, he set about trying to make amends by befriending his former nemesis, curing drug addicts and sick people, trying to kill Venom and the other symbiotes at every opportunity, and

Fan Works

 * The X Men fic The Wraith Saga presents an alternate timeline in which Jean Grey survived the events of The Dark Phoenix Saga and spends most of the story trying to atone for the destruction that she caused as the Dark Phoenix. At one point, she even returns to the charred ruins of D'Bari, the planet that she destroyed, to contemplate her past sins.
 * In The Blue Dragon, Malefor feels guilty of the past actions he did in the past, and throughout the story, atones for them.
 * Several appear in Travels Through Azeroth and Outland.
 * In the My-HiME fanfic, The Sword of the Lord, Nao and Reito are driven by a desire to atone for their actions in the Hime carnival. Nao despises Shizuru for apparently not doing the same.
 * Surprisingly, Vash Christian Humber Reloaded sometimes is this. He turns himself in, apparently out of regret, after killing his friend Soku and the rest of her family in revenge for her turning him in. After bursting out of the stomach of a rogue dragon, he undergoes a quest to defeat the demon dragon Le Hung Doe. Unfortunately, those aren't even his worst crimes, and he remains largely unrepentant for actions such as killing six million people at the Super Bowl.
 * In many My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic fics, Princess Luna, formerly Nightmare Moon, becomes this after turning back to good after being banished to the moon for a thousand years.
 * Which as of season 2, is officially the canon.
 * The Pony POV Series has
 * Final Stand of Death: Fusion Gundam had made a truce with the brothers they were  forced into fighting to the death at "Deathbowl 98". They figured the brothers were victims of the kidnappings as well. United pointed how they were to go in the afterlife, only to be that Marilyn Manson doesn't have a say in that. This also hints about a  a deal they had made.

Film

 * Captain Mendoza in the film The Mission used to be a cold-blooded officer who ordered the slaughter of many Guaraní natives, until he killed his brother in a fencing duel. He then went as far as climbing up a waterfall with a huge bag filled with Spanish armor tied to his back. Then he joined Father Gabriel and the Jesuits.
 * In Outlander, Kainan reveals that he had helped hunt the Moorwens to the brink of extinction, and that he considers his family's death Karmic Retribution. He doesn't have any qualms about killing the Moorwen that got loose in Norway, but he decides afterward to sever ties with his homeworld and stay with the Vikings.
 * The titular character of Solomon Kane was once a savage and ruthless mercenary. After an encounter with a demon and learning of his potential damnation, he pursued first a path of pacifism to cleanse his soul and then a path of righteous battle to cleanse the world.
 * Ulfric in Black Death..

Literature
""I've failed at everything I wanted to do in life so far. I failed to keep my family alive. I failed to learn the traditions of the Force and uphold my family tradition. I failed to enter the fighter corps on my own merits. But I got in anyway, by way of a cheat I shouldn't have accepted. Now all I want to do is find some sort of grace, something that will make up for my failures. Just once before I die.""
 * The plot of Ian McEwan's novel, Atonement.
 * The Scarlet Letter has the protagonist Hester settles on an outskirt near her Puritan village (instead of easily fleeing by ship) as her way of atoning for her sin. Rev. Dimmesdale  tries to atone privately with tragic results.
 * Older Than Feudalism: The Bible is full of those.
 * Paul of Tarsus, for one.
 * Harry Potter
 * , revealed in The Deathly Hallows.
 * the latter less so.
 * Sgt. Bothari in Lois McMaster Bujold's early Vorkosigan books.
 * Boromir in J. R. R. Tolkien's The Lord of the Rings.
 * A subversion in the Fingerprints series with ; the things he does to "atone" for his past evil are generally a lot worse than the the stuff he's trying to atone for. May count as a Well-Intentioned Extremist.
 * Xanth from the Edge Chronicles. In the beginning, he was a Guardian of the Night, then,
 * Fairly common in Warhammer 40,000 novels, thanks to the prevailing theology.
 * In Sandy Mitchell's Ciaphas Cain novel Duty Calls, the Battle Sisters realized that they had sheltered a renegade Inquisitor, and conclude their own zeal had misguided them; they sacrifice their lives for the escape of the people who brought them the truth, and regard it as the only possible atonement.
 * Graham McNeill's Ultramarines novel Dead Sky Black Sun recounts Uriel's quest to redeem himself, bound by a death oath, after he diverged from the Codex in Warriors of Ultramar.
 * At the end of James Swallow's Horus Heresy novel The Flight of the Eisenstein, tells  that the only way he can atone for.
 * In Chris Roberson's Imperial Fists novel Sons of Dorn, Captain Taelos wants to be one. His commanders, however, sends him to collect aspirants instead.
 * Captain John Armstrong Brannigin in Revelation Space.
 * The Star Wars Expanded Universe has a few.
 * Kyp Durron is a serious Karma Houdini in the Jedi Academy Trilogy, when he got influenced by an ancient evil spirit and went on to use a superweapon to destroy a planet with 25 million people on it, and after getting rid of the spirit and nearly dying getting rid of the superweapon was allowed to rejoin the Jedi academy. All subsequent novels featuring him have that action haunt him to some extent. Even when he's not dwelling on it, someone is reminding him.
 * Wraith Squadron's Tyria Sarkin hasn't really done anything, but that's just it - she's the last of the Antarian Rangers from her homeworld, the Rangers being sort of supplements and allies of the Jedi. She takes it sort of personally.
 * Wraith Squadron's Tyria Sarkin hasn't really done anything, but that's just it - she's the last of the Antarian Rangers from her homeworld, the Rangers being sort of supplements and allies of the Jedi. She takes it sort of personally.

""He's a killer," I said. "Razor Eddie. Punk God of the Straight Razor. These days he kills with good rather than bad intentions, but in the end all he is, is killing. And he wouldn't have it any other way. Hard to get close to a man like that. Someone who's gone much further into the dark than I ever have. But... he turned his life around, Joanna. Whatever epiphany he found on the Street of the Gods, he threw aside everything that had ever had power over him, in order to earn redemption. How can you not admire courage like that? If someone like him can change, there's hope for all of us."
 * Garik "Face" Loran, also from Wraith Squadron, qualifies as well. He was a child star in Imperial holodramas, and feels guilty that his films were used to make the Empire look good and to up recruitment numbers. This is part of why he keeps the scar he received as a child during an Imperial/Rebel firefight.
 * Averted with Natasi Daala, though. The author who dredged her up for Legacy of the Force Did Not Do the Research and seems to have confused her with the highly effective and not-really-evil Grand Admiral Thrawn, who might conceivably be unanimously elected to the head of the new government. Might. Even with Thrawn, those people doing the electing who were part of the New Republic during his last campaign wouldn't remember him fondly, and he didn't subject a defenseless New Republic colony to orbital bombardment for kicks.
 * In Fate of the Jedi: Ascension, Tahiri becomes this, and it's what motivates her
 * Zakalwe, the protagonist of Use of Weapons comes across as a deconstruction of this trope. He's presented as a Sociopathic Hero, but still a person who is somewhat admirable, and certainly cool in a James Bond kind of way. There are many hints to his dark past, and the revelation of his past ultimately paints him as a near Complete Monster (or at least someone who crossed the Moral Event Horizon), and it's very difficult to tell if he genuinely repented, or was just trying to run from his past and pretend to be a good guy. The title in part refers to how The Culture is willing to use less than admirable people and methods to fulfill their aim of spreading utopia. However, major spoilker ahead:
 * This happens to Jean Valjean over the course of Les Misérables. Although Valjean's 'horrible acts' themselves comprised stealing a loaf of bread to feed his starving family, trying to escape his prison sentence and then a couple of petty thefts from a bishop and a young boy upon release, he is less focussed on these than what his prison stay turned him into. While in prison he lost all faith in God, society and human nature, vowing to take his revenge upon society at large once released, and it is this state of mind that he feels he has to atone for. One of his first acts upon release is to contemplate cold-blooded murder of an innocent man who had sheltered and fed him, and it is this mindset that horrifies him after his redemption. He is often a bit excessive about how much he punishes himself, however.
 * Razor Eddie, Punk God of the Straight Razor, in the Nightside series. In his teens he was a gang member, serial murderer, and all-round psychopath, until he underwent an unspecified but apparently horrific forced Epiphany Therapy at the hands of an equally unspecified but horrific supernatural being. He still kills people, but now he goes after the people who think their power and privilege protect them from their crimes, so he operates on the side of good. As far as one can tell.
 * Invoked quite eloquently by Taylor, the narrator/hero of the series, in the first book.


 * Mr. Canis from The Sisters Grimm is the Big Bad Wolf of Fairy Tales, trying to make up for his crimes. When under control, he appears as an elderly man—albeit one much stronger than you'd expect for his age and tall, thin build—but turns into a proper wolf when his Super-Powered Evil Side emerges.
 * The Sword of Truth series: post High Heel Face Turn, . After changing sides, she becomes one of Richard Rahl's most trusted lieutenants, and heals him from a fatal injury at the beginning of Chainfire. She mentions off hand in one of the later books that there are some times when she feels almost suicidally guilty for her previous crimes and for not killing Jagang when she had the chance. In fact, she is such an atoner that
 * Niall from Wicked Lovely, after realizing the true nature of the dark court, and after he realized that he inadvertently caused the deaths of the mortals. He's been atoning for it for 1200 years by the time of Ink Exchange, and still feels guilty. Appropriately, he is also the series' official Woobie.
 * St. Augustine of Hippo considered himself one. It's pretty starkly apparent when you read his Confessions.
 * John Morgan Wilson's Benjamin Justice is atoning times two. To begin with, he's atoning for writing a series of articles about a man dying from AIDS that won a Pulitzer...and then turned out to be fake, which wrecked not just his career, but also that of his editor. As it turns out, those articles were themselves an attempt to atone for
 * Hotzenplotz in Robber Hotzenplots makes a Heel Face Turn for robbing people and tries to spend rest of the book to make up for it. First, people don't believe him.
 * In L. Jagi Lamplighter's Prospero in Hell, Calvin turns out to be The Atoner.
 * Artemis Fowl in his seventh book 'The Atlantis Complex' is one of these. The guilt he has felt over his dealings with the Fairy people has caused  Artemis spends most of his parts of the book trying to make up for all the harm he's done.Especially to Holly.
 * Andrew "Ender" Wiggin, of Ender's Game, becomes this after realizing that he had killed off the entire species of the Buggers --and that the whole War was a huge misunderstanding. He becomes the "Speaker for the Dead", accepting the Demonization his brother Peter has placed on his name (as Ender the Xenocide) as more than reasonable, and in general spends the next three thousand years with not much company hopping from world to world, trying to make up for what he did. Something of a subversion, as Ender is actually a nice guy who was originally tricked into doing the nasty thing he did, on account of how he was, like, 12 at the time.
 * In Wise Blood, Hazel Motes becomes this in the final chapters. He blinds himself, walks with rocks and glass in his shoes, and wears barbed wire under his shirt. Whether any of this truly redeemed him is a question the novel doesn't answer.
 * In Border Songs, Madeline Rousseau is a drug-runner and heavy drinker for most of the story, but cleans up at the end.
 * from A Song of Ice and Fire.
 * In a weird example, John of  Nightside is an atoner for something that he didn't do yet - specifically, destroying the world in an alternative future.
 * Dillon Cole from the Star Shards Chronicles. After spending the first book spreading chaos, destruction, and death, he manages to purge the spirit parasites that corrupted him and spends the rest of the series attempting to undo his evil deeds.
 * When a character who essentially committed Suicide By Romantic Rival gets a chance to redeem himself after death in the Breaking the Wall trilogy, he takes it and becomes a steadfast ally of the protagonists and a viewpoint character in the third book.
 * In The Reveal at the end of The Annals of the Chosen, . Once he lost his power, he began to realize how horrible of a person he truly was and desired a way to make amends. So when he was offered the role as, he accepted.

Live Action TV

 * Xena: Warrior Princess
 * A few characters in Heroes, including Bennet and Nathan in season 2. And now, as of volume 5,  But we're skeptical on how long that'll last.
 * And now we'll never know.
 * Spike throughout Buffy the Vampire Slayer, starting when The Initiative captures him. Aided in the process, at first by the fact that a chip in his head makes him rather ineffective toward humans and later on with deeper reasons adding to his motivation. He spends a lot of time undecided, going back and forth between good and evil, and the atoning results in the hell being beaten out of him fairly often. At one point he decides he's gone too far and after this unsettling realization he just knows he wants to change for real. As one should expect, the package is complete with a tear-jerking, because.
 * Angel: Angel, Faith, and Spike. Fittingly, this is a show that's all about a quest for redemption.
 * Seeley Booth of Bones is looking to save around fifty lives to make up for the fifty he took as a Sniper.
 * Nick Knight from Forever Knight. And really, heroic vampires in general.
 * But avoided in Moonlight, where Mick St. John was never evil.
 * The eponymous character on My Name Is Earl is atoning for a lifetime of petty crime, carelessness and Jerkassery, though he's sometimes comically inept, or has unconventional means of going about it. He states that his goal is to become a better person- it's an interesting question whether he's just going it to get good Karma, or if he's truly changed.
 * Michael from Prison Break is a double example. He embarks on his quest to free Linc from Fox River to atone for not appreciating the sacrifices Linc made for him and for thinking he was guilty. Later in the series he attempts to atone for all the deaths his actions have indirectly caused.
 * In Babylon 5, Delenn is the Minbari ambassador to the humans and completely devoted to improving the relationship between the two races and always the first to defend humans against criticism. In one episode it is revealed that
 * Some of the blame belongs to her colleagues though. Anybody should have known better than to give such a decision to a distraught young woman cradling the dead body of her mentor and first love.
 * Maybe they did know better: maybe the Warrior Caste wanted to increase its prestige and knew it was a chance to Manipulate her.
 * She was the deciding vote on the otherwise split council. Essentially, picture the US Vice President. She was obligated to cast the vote that decided what would be done. The fact that she loved Dukhat was irrelevant.
 * Londo is this toward the end.
 * Or not. By that time he seems to have given up on his own atonement and was instead working to save his people believing he was damned whatever happened. Which is in its own way rather a heroic if gloomy thought but not quite the same thing.
 * Eddie Monroe from the NBC series Grimm.
 * Sebastian Stark from the TV series Shark was a ruthless defence attorney until a client killed his wife shortly after Stark got him acquitted of spousal abuse charges. He turned around and joined the District Attorney's office, using his underhanded legal tactics to put away the types of criminals he used to get off.
 * In one episode, Lieutenant Columbo claims to have joined the police department as a way to atone for his rowdy past. Apparently, when he was younger he and his friends would stick potatoes in other people's exhaust vents so the cars wouldn't start.
 * While never explicitly stated in the show, it is hinted that Shepherd Book in Firefly is an Atoner.
 * Caprica Six of the 2004 Battlestar Galactica fits this trope to a T: after seducing Gaius Baltar and conducting the bit of cybernetic sabotage required to render the Colonial Fleet so much space junk and led to the deaths of all but 50,000 of 50 billion people, her visions of Baltar (whom she decides she had loved) make her want to make up for the crap she had done to the humans. Her success is... variable.
 * Lost: Several characters. Subverted with Mr. Eko, who, as a former child soldier and later drug trafficker and ruthless killer, seems to be a clear-cut Atoner - until he is finally revealed to be utterly unrepentant, considering his past actions necessary first to save his brother and then to survive the bloody lifestyle he willingly took upon himself in doing so.
 * Richard Alpert started as Atoner, which was his reason for gaining immortality
 * Ben finally became an Atoner by the end of the series,
 * Lexx: "In the light universe, I have been darkness. Perhaps in the dark zone, I will be light."
 * In Stargate SG-1, Teal'c wants very much to atone for his actions as the servant of the Big Bad. This is especially true when he is put on trial for a killing he did as a Mook. Even though the trial is completely unfair, Teal'c refuses to escape and is determined to take the punishment as a way of making it up to one of his victims somehow. Fortunately, the Goa'uld attack the proceeding and Teal'c defends the innocents so wholeheartedly and that his accuser forgives him.
 * Daniel Jackson, in defending Teal'c at the trial, practically has to pull teeth just to get Teal'c to admit ANYTHING in his own defense, such as why he chose an old crippled man when he was order to kill one of the crowd as an example (in later raids, that group of refugees would be able to move faster and escape into their safety tunnels like the others).
 * While he was always on the heroic side, The Doctor presumably has some of The Atoner in his Ninth and Tenth incarnations, since during the Time War he was directly responsible for the genocide of his entire species and the Dalek race.
 * Eleven has elements of this too, as does River Song
 * Dalek Caan.
 * Steven Matrix in the series Matrix.
 * Eliot Spencer from Leverage.
 * Quite similarly, Christopher Chance, from Human Target.
 * Patrick Jane in The Mentalist is a combination of this and Crusading Widower.
 * Gul Darhe'el from the Star Trek: Deep Space Nine episode "Duet" was a commandant of a Bajoran labor camp during Cardassia's occupation of Bajor, who committed many atrocities and years later gets captured and gloats about his actions.
 * Power Rangers Lost Galaxy: Karone, formally known as Astronema, takes up Kendrix's sword to replace her as the pink Galaxy Ranger and atone for her sins.
 * In Mighty Morphin Power Rangers Tommy has shades of this, drawn from his guilt over his actions under Rita's control.
 * In Power Rangers RPM Dr. K only wanted to go outside so she, and spends the entire show making up for it.
 * Lionel Luthor, the reprogrammed, and especially Tess Mercer all of shades of this on Smallville following their respective Heel Face Turns.
 * Daniel Grayson from Revenge.
 * Cole Turner from Charmed. Sometimes.
 * Mr. Finch from Person of Interest. He created a software program that predicts grand terrorist incidents as well as "smaller" crimes (namely murder), but made it to where the program dumped all of the data on those "smaller" crimes every 24 hours. After a series of incidents where he was made cognizant of how bad an idea that was, he began to seek out someone who could help him prevent one of those "smaller" crimes from happening each day. When he found Reese, he knew he found his man.
 * In Have Gun — Will Travel, Paladin's backstory makes him this along with an interesting spin on Redeeming Replacement. He was hired to challenge a man named Smoke who he believed to be a villain terrorizing a town. Smoke sarcastically referred to him as a paladin during their gunfight, and the future Paladin fatally wounded him, learning too late that Smoke was defending the town and the villain was his employer. Thus, he decided to don Smoke's costume and do good in that guise (starting with killing his treacherous employer).
 * On Downton Abbey there is Bates. Carson is also, slightly, but it's played for a laugh at his expense and own melodrama.
 * Sebastian Smythe, the main Big Bad for the first half of Glee's third season, shows signs of becoming this as of "On My Way," after
 * Brutally deconstructed with Mitchell from Being Human (UK), who used to be a Complete Monster. He ended up slipping too much due to his Horror Hunger, resulting in . After trying to atone during the most of the next season, he realises he never will be able to overcome his blood addiction and
 * Also applies to Hal, once an even worse vampire than Mitchell, who has managed to not kill anyone for fifty five years, and manages his Horror Hunger by withdrawing from society and obsessively sticking to routine. Whether his success will continue or not remains to be seen.

Music
"I'm more than just a little curious/How you're planning on going about making your amends/To the dead"
 * "The Noose" by A Perfect Circle.

"I'll face myself/To cross out what I've become/Erase myself/And let go of what I've done"
 * "What I've Done" by Linkin Park

Mythology

 * Heracles in Greek Mythology did this a lot. Because he didn't know his own strength, he was always accidentally killing or severely maiming people. At one point this got so bad that the citizens of Athens refused to accept him into the city until his buddy/cousin(?) Theseus vouched for him. Hercules, however, kept trying to convince his friend that the citizens were right. In fact his famous twelve labors were atonement for when he killed his wife and children (though to be fair it was because Hera cursed him with temporary insanity). Another time he was forced to work as a man-servant for a woman for several years. While wearing a dress.

Play By Post Games

 * In The Gamers Alliance, Omaroch becomes this after he breaks free from the dark god Mardük's control. He sees it as his fault that his sons ended up on a dark path, and he was partially responsible for the birth of the Godslayer who shattered the world's continents. He wants to atone for his past actions and hopes to be able to set things right again even if it means sacrificing himself to achieve that goal.
 * Sinestro is this in the World of Heroes roleplay, with interesting consequences.

Tabletop Games

 * A recurring character in Warhammer 40,000 is Cypher, a fallen Space Marine who seems to be seeking redemption, and may or may not be the key to the salvation of the Dark Angels chapter and their successors, if not the Imperium as a whole. The setting being what it is, Cypher is fired upon by the Dark Angels at every opportunity and hounded by the Inquisition.
 * The Dark Angels themselves quietly style themselves as this, and refer to themselves the Unforgiven - all because ten thousand years ago, a few of their number turned on their brothers out of pride or confusion. This being 40K, Redemption Equals Other People's Deaths - the Chapter is obsessed with hunting down their traitorous kin, who have been scattered across space and time, and helping them find "redemption," usually after days or weeks of torture.
 * Also, inquisitors can have witches that are atoning for their crimes as part of their retinue, but this being Warhammer 40000, they probably had to undergo painful torture beforehand. Also, they are regarded as little more than psychic lightning rods, with game rules letting them take a psychic attack instead of it hitting the Inquisitor.
 * The Sisters Repentia, who fuse this with Death Seeker, Fetish Fuel, and Chainsaw Good.
 * This is also an inherent trope with the gas-masked Death Korps of Krieg, thanks to an attempted rebellion that threw Krieg into 500 years of civil war—and a self-inflicted atomic cleansing of their entire surface—before the loyalists retook control. The Death Korps, seeking to atone for this failure, regularly commit their regiments to the biggest stalemates, the bloodiest sieges, and the biggest meat grinders in the galaxy.
 * The Loyalists of Thule in Hunter: The Vigil have a Ancient Conspiracy-wide Guilt Complex, and it rubs off on its members. Why? Oh, nothing, they just helped the Nazis in World War II and they largely believe themselves responsible for the Holocaust as a result. Yeah, they have issues.
 * Some Troll Slayers in Warhammer Fantasy Battle broke an oath, and have decided to atone for it by killing as many enemies of the Dwarves as possible before they end up with their heads ripped off by something large and angry.
 * Here's a canonical tale from Pathfinder: Some years before the setting's current time, a fourteen-year-old Street Urchin named Seelah stole a paladin's helm, intending to pawn it for food money. Later, the paladin died of a blow to the head. Seelah, consumed with guilt, returned the helm with the intent to commit suicide on the paladin's funeral pyre. Instead, she was taken in by the order and became the iconic paladin.
 * The tale of Gagagigo, one of the very few instances of continuity within the Yu-Gi-Oh! card game, shows the tale of a lizard warrior who once hungered for power, and, after the Marauding Captain takes an attack for him, becomes this. Unfortunately, he would ultimately lose his morality after becoming a cyborg.
 * This is the background of the Magic: The Gathering Legends card "Pavel Maliki".
 * There's a similar effect with "Repentant Vampire".
 * In the world of In Nomine (an ongoing War between Heaven and Hell), it is possible for a demon to redeem and join the ranks of the angels, fighting to undo the evil they once supported. Just remember that old habits can be hard to break ...
 * One of the two main paths for Abyssal Exalted is to become this, make up for their dark deeds in the service of the Void and work their asses off to avoid spontaneously combusting from Resonance. If they can pull it off, they become Solars, without the Great Curse that messed up so very much of the First Age. The potential impact of this remains to be seen.
 * One of the two main paths for Abyssal Exalted is to become this, make up for their dark deeds in the service of the Void and work their asses off to avoid spontaneously combusting from Resonance. If they can pull it off, they become Solars, without the Great Curse that messed up so very much of the First Age. The potential impact of this remains to be seen.

Toys

 * In Bionicle, Brutaka is treated as one: sent to the highest security prison in this verse, sent to a suicide mission as probation, then welcomed back in the Hero Secret Service. The big surprise is that his best friend Axonn, who had to stop him when he betrayed, is another, according to the Atlas.

Video Games

 * Zero from the Mega Man X and Zero series attempts to atone for the damage he did as a Maverick, yet ultimately does not redeem himself until his true death in Zero 4, where he saves the last free colony of humans on Earth from destruction by sacrificing himself. Later on in Mega Man ZX, it's revealed that this action resulted in an unprecedented era of peace and harmony between humanity and machines.
 * Hee. Consider that it was Dr. Light's creations that were fighting for everlasting peace and whatnot, and it was Dr. Wily's greatest creation that ended up becoming the one who achieves it.
 * Ciel from the same series can also qualify: part of her founding the Resistance is from the guilt she feels over constructing Copy X.
 * Zero is also an odd case in that it's never made entirely clear how aware he is of his role in the problem. As far as he knows (at least until the very end of X5), Dr. Wily is just a mysterious figure who haunts his nightmares. By X8, however, Sigma is openly referencing catching The Virus from him. He only finds out the truth about Omega seconds before the confrontation. Also worth noting is that none of these developed from any conscious decision Zero himself made - the former resulted from a mind-controlling virus implanted in him and the latter
 * Zero is aware of his connection to The Virus. The ending of X6 (confirmed canon by Word of God) states that Zero was sealing himself to remove a dangerous "component" in his body. When he re-emerges during the Elf Wars, Zero learns of his connection to Omega during their confrontation. By the end of it, Zero even realizes how much more damage he has inflicted, and decided to seal himself for a second time, this time permanently (at least until Zero begins, that is). That's two Heroic Sacrifices in a row.
 * Also from Mega Man X: Dr. Cain. What did he do? Reverse-engineer the title character's design, resulting in the creation of the Reploid race. Sadly, he never got around to issuing "ethics testing" on all of his creations, resulting in the Maverick uprisings. He tried to make up for this by founding the Maverick Hunters, but most of his other attempts to improve the Maverick Hunters' effort only turned the situations for the worse: Repliforce, Dr. Doppler, and especially Sigma, his masterpiece.
 * Super Robot Wars: Original Generation has a few of these. In one case, it's averted when the guy who wants to be The Atoner dies just after he is defeated. Played straight with Levi Tolar, who was killed but later found resurrected by nanotechnology, lacking her memory. At first, they hid her true identity from her out of fear that she'd go back to being the Big Bad, but when she found out, she was determined to protect her "sister" and her sister's friends at all costs.
 * Levi plays it to a T in her native Super Robot Wars Alpha timeline, where never lost her memory but joins the heroes anyway, and ends up fighting her old masters in the final game.
 * Also
 * Super Robot Wars Judgment has during the end of the game. After helping the heroes defeat Gu-Landon, he  By the end of the game, he's  and has come to accept what he did.
 * Atton of Knights of the Old Republic II is a big example of this: I mean come on! Attonement?
 * The Incredibly Lame Pun is probably intentional given that
 * Depending on whether the player is lightside or darkside,  in the first Knights of the Old Republic.
 * In Kotor II, it's the Jedi Exile, who's still trying to get over blowing up thousands of her own troops in addition to the enemy soldiers at the battle of Malachor V.
 * The Force Unleashed has Galen Marek/Starkiller. After hunting Jedi for Darth Vader, and gathering the enemies of the empire, he decides to save the rebel leaders and challenge the Sith. Unfortunately, since redemption equals death,
 * The games aren't quite clear on the Redemption Equals Death part. We don't have Word of God to confirm it either, so Starkiller in TFU II may possibly (though unlikely) be Galen Marek from the original TFU. Considering that the second game ended on a Sequel Hook, TFU III may clear it up.
 * If you convince the spirit of Aribeth that Tyr will accept her back in Neverwinter Nights: Hordes of the Underdark, she becomes one. Nathyrra has been one from the beginning.
 * in the Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion. Once a he decided to drop this after losing some friends to members of family
 * Sagacious Zu in Jade Empire. He was once . Subverted as far as
 * may become this as well, under certain circumstances.
 * Regal Bryant of Tales of Symphonia has all the hallmarks of The Atoner cranked up to eleven, going so far as to voluntarily shackle his own hands and swearing to never use them for destructive means again after . At the time the party encounters him, he is serving a lengthy prison sentence for his 'sin'; however, only escaping and joining up after the party turns out to be his best (well, only) prospect for redemption - as well as revenge on those truly responsible.
 * Regal is actually preceded by Judas from Tales of Destiny 2, who is the epitome of Atoner, though not shown quite so obviously.
 * Lloyd and Genis of Tales of Symphonia are driven to atone for their attempt to help Marble resulting in their village being attacked and Marble herself being turned into a monster and forced to sacrifice herself to protect them. This is especially evident in their desire to save her granddaughter Chocolat.
 * Another Tales entry would be Luke fon Fabre from Tales of the Abyss who starts off the story as an arrogant, insufferable Jerkass, but after  he spends the rest of the game trying desperately to make up for his previous behavior in any way possible, usually being called an idiot for doing so.
 * In Lunar 2: Eternal Blue, Leo has sort of an atonement obsession. Doesn't he know that Defeat Means Friendship? Oh well, Arbitrary Headcount Limit and all that...
 * And . Being dead seems to have caused something of a change of heart in him.
 * In Guilty Gear, it is at least heavily hinted at that the insane doctor Faust used to be an even MORE insane serial killer, Doctor Baldhead. He wears a paper bag over his face clearly out of shame.
 * Another atoner is the main character Sol..
 * Depending entirely how you play the game, The Nameless One from Planescape: Torment can become The Atoner when faced with the many misdeeds attributed to him by his prior incarnations.
 * There's also
 * Finally, there's
 * Siegfried Schtauffen, in Soul Calibur III, is working to atone for the evil things he did as Nightmare by destroying Soul Edge.
 * Brigid Tenenbaum from BioShock. She worked with the Nazis in World War Two, she marketed ADAM even though she was fully aware of the side effects, and she developed the Little Sisters, orphans who have been transformed into twisted corruptions of little girls whose vomit is harvested for ADAM. That last one sparked the contrition. They weren't even always orphans beforehand.
 * Kingdom Hearts
 * Riku. The remorse of his little "deal with the darkness" was so great, he needed over one year and help by his best friend Sora (who was surprisingly forgiving) to forgive himself.
 * Ansem the Wise at the end of Kingdom Hearts II. As he stated in the ending for Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep, "I tried to take revenge and did some terrible things to that boy and his friends." Yet by the climax of II he's truly sorry for everything.
 * Dark Knight Cecil from Final Fantasy IV becomes an Atoner after he is stripped of his command by the King of Baron for questioning his orders to destroy the Mist Village (a home of summoners) and stealing the Crystal of Water from Mysidia. His journey eventually leads him back to Mysidia, where the village elder reminds him that he has to go to Mt. Ordeals to become a Paladin to complete the change.
 * Later, Dragoon Kain seeks atonement for his service to Golbez.
 * And in the sequel, Final Fantasy IV: The After Years,
 * Celes Chere, from Final Fantasy VI, a former General of the Empire that joins the Returners, then becomes the first hope in defeating Kefka after the Apocalypse.
 * While never a completely evil character, she did commit some atrocities like burning Maranda.
 * And was complicit in Terra's enslavement, although the game doesn't really touch on this much, apart from her recognizing Terra when they meet again in Narshe.
 * could also be interpreted as this trope, as he
 * Rufus Shinra of Final Fantasy VII after he . Although never directly mentioned again, he is vaguely referenced to be donating to respectable causes for restoring the planet...after nearly destroying it.
 * Reeve Tuseti also qualifies, although he was not nearly as villainous as the rest of Shinra Electric Company's ensemble cast; he's largely just feeling guilty that he had been part of the group, and that things happened on his watch.
 * Not exactly the trope per se, but Cloud Strife also tries to atone for despite not being a villain.
 * Same can be said for Vincent Valentine and what happened with the whole incident involving.
 * Auron from Final Fantasy X might possibly fit this trope. His "sin"?.
 * Reddas in Final Fantasy XII
 * In the World of Warcraft expansion Wrath of the Lich King, this seems to be part of the motivation behind the Knights of the Ebon Blade, the Player Character Death Knight faction. Seeking atonement through either the destruction of the Lich King, or die trying. The player starts off as initially serving the Lich King under the command of Darion Mograine, son of the former Highlord Mograne (both of whom are Fallen Heroes) though after Darion is convinced by Tirion Fordring to atone, they split off to become good Death Knights. On the other hand, more than a few Knights of the Ebon Blade are only The Atoner in the sense that they want revenge on the Lich King by any means necessary and still enjoy using the most evil powers the Lich King granted them against anyone who would dare stand in their way. Also, both Atoners and still-evil-vengeance-seekers were all Brainwashed and Crazy under the Lich King. Tirion didn't so much "convince" as "allow" Darion to switch sides. There seems to be a grand total of one Death Knight, Thassarian, who is well-adjusted about this.
 * Ormus the Penitent stands out in that he put out his own eyes, unable to bear everything he did as a Death Knight. While he is unable to wield the Light, he instead works to forge Saronite, and hands out the Ashen Verdict reputation rings.
 * There are also elements of the Horde that feel this way. Varok Saurfang's memories of having butchered innocents still haunt him, and who is determined to even put himself and his son in danger to prove that honor and valor are the true future of the Horde.
 * The number of 'good' death knights interested in being The Atoner can be counted on one hand. At best, they're Sociopathic Heroes. On average, they're the Token Evil Teammate, roleplaying player characters notwithstanding.
 * Faldio from Valkyria Chronicles,.
 * Every single protagonist save for Ellen in I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream. Arguably, the one with the most to atone for is Nimdok, a Nazi scientist responsible for the deaths of thousands of Jews- including his own parents.
 * Gorrister is an odd example. He blames himself for, but he didn't actually cause that to happen.
 * Kratos of God of War was initially this, wishing to atone for his murder of his wife and daughter in order to free himself from the nightmares. However the Gods chose to forgive him but not take away his nightmares. This proceeds to make him more pissed off at them than he already was.
 * It's also arguably a subversion. The whole reason Kratos sought redemption from the gods in the first place was because he wanted to be rid of the nightmares. He has absolutely no qualms about slaughtering every living thing he comes across, and doesn't even care about being forgiven for his sins. He just wants to be able to sleep at night without being reminded of how much of a murderous dick he is. By the beginning of the second game, he's given up the idea of redemption entirely, and just goes back to helping the Spartans conquer the world.
 * And then plays it straight in God of War 3 when he starts to accept the consequences of his actions and.
 * Sten of Dragon Age: Origins wants to atone for murdering eight people in a berserk panic after . This is a little less extreme than it sounds: in Qunari culture,
 * Also,  becomes one if   At first, he fails to understand that you want to give him a second chance out of kindness and keeps insisting that he should be the one   However, if you deny him this, he'll become a loyal subject of Grey Wardens and is dedicated to help in rebuilding the order as his atonement work.
 * Another major Atoner character is
 * Anders in Dragon Age II, can potentially become this if you have him at high rivarly and try to convince him that his merging with Justice was wrong and that there are other ways for mages to win their freedom, so that he will join Hawke's team when he sides with the templars.
 * BlazBlue: Hakumen. What's he atoning for? . To say that Hakumen is disgusted at his past is a frikkin' understatement.
 * The Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker: The King of Red Lions
 * Both Nathyrra and Good!Aribeth in Neverwinter Nights: Hordes of the Underdark. Nathyrra, and Aribeth.
 * Mass Effect 2 has two main examples: Thane Krios, an assassin who's attempting to spend his last days trying to repent for his killings and trying to make a world a better place and Mordin Solus, a doctor who was a former Special Forces agent and
 * Shepard his/herself can be played as this if you choose the Ruthless background then play as a Paragon.
 * Or alternatively if you have the Earthborn background and War Hero reputation.
 * Yuri of Modern Warfare 3.
 * John Marston, the main protagonist and player character of Red Dead Redemption fits this trope to a 'T'. He was once a murderous and thieving outlaw who rode with a gang who left him for dead after a botched robbery. He started a family and got started on a farm, but after only a couple years the government took his family and told him if he didn't capture or kill his former gang his family would be killed.
 * Fenkenstrain in RuneScape start to spend rest of his life in Harmony Island, helping local monks after killing a family, its servants and doing numerous experiments.
 * In the Spyro the Dragon reboot trilogy, Cynder is the main villain of the first game, turned into an evil adult dragon against her will. Spyro finally manages to save her and return her to her normal child age and kind personality. She spends the next two games trying to make up for what she did, even wearing the jewelry she wore as an adult to help her face what happened.
 * from The Longest Journey is another example, since his motivation in Which is impressive, given that
 * Ysuran Auondril, an elven necromancer in Baldur's Gate: Dark Alliance 2, begins the game with nothing but a spell book, a bad case of amnesia, and a strange desire to help everyone he comes across.
 * In Professor Layton and the Unwound Future, Dmitri tries to atone for by, which Layton describes as "a twisted form of atonement". The Big Bad resolves to become one in the ending.
 * Mamiya Shinzo in Kara no Shoujo.
 * Fallout: New Vegas has Joshua Graham, The Burned Man. The co-founder and former Legate of Caesar's Legion, after surviving his execution (or as he calls it, his "baptism by fire") he returned to his home of New Canaan to become a Mormon Missionary once again. In Honest Hearts he's now protecting a peaceful tribe from an evil tribe aligned with the Legion. However, the game also shows that despite his genuine desire to atone for everything he's done he still possesses the same brutality that he had as Legate Graham, only now rather than a General Ripper Complete Monster, he's a Knight Templar Badass Preacher.
 * In The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, two of them:
 * Paarthurnax, master of the Greybeards and  having realized the evil of the actions of his kin,   He waits on top of the Throat of the World, meditating and trying to come to terms with his actions, but also   His atonement extends to help the Dragonborn in his quest by helping him/her to obtain an Elder Scroll  . He goes as far as  . It is possible to kill him and gain the help of the Blades by doing so, but the Greybeards will chew you for doing so. It pays off in the end as.
 * Brunhulf Free-Winter, the new jarl of Windhelm if you defeat Ulfric, wants to do anything he can to make people forget about the Stormcloak rebellion by rebuilding Windhelm's image and ending the Fantastic Racism Ulfric enforced. He wasn't a Stormcloak of a supporter of the rebellion, but he feels obligated to do so as a true Nord.
 * Solatorobo gives us two:
 * feels guilty for Creating Life without thought to how the lives she created would actually live, especially once their purpose was fulfilled.
 * feels guilty for betraying Red and attempting to kill him she even says that it would be okay if he killed her in revenge for what she did.
 * In addition to the alignment system added with the "Going Rogue" expansion, which permitted player character villains to work their way into being heroes, City of Heroes/City of Villains has Frostfire, a notable early archivillain who in late-game content has had a change of heart and is working to make up for all the evil that he did when your character was around 15th level.
 * feels guilty for betraying Red and attempting to kill him she even says that it would be okay if he killed her in revenge for what she did.
 * In addition to the alignment system added with the "Going Rogue" expansion, which permitted player character villains to work their way into being heroes, City of Heroes/City of Villains has Frostfire, a notable early archivillain who in late-game content has had a change of heart and is working to make up for all the evil that he did when your character was around 15th level.

Web Comics
"Huang: What you did to those men... You must be a god! Kronos: Once I might have let you believe that... But I've learned my lesson. I'm not a god. But I am your friend!"
 * General Protection Fault's Trudy fits this trope to a T. She goes from relentlessly controlling others to her own ends, even seducing a man to run over romantic rival Ki's father, and almost taking over the world, to relatively normal worker for GPF.
 * An example of "Assassin Wants To Quit" is Marilith. And she wants to quit with her former hostage.
 * Rumisiel in Misfile, ok he wasn't a Big Bad, but it was his screw up and chronic drug/alcohol addiction that caused Ash and Emily's problems. Started off somewhat half heartedly, but has recently began to get serious about his role.
 * Vash is a much more serious example.
 * In City of Reality, it's revealed that the Manumitor, who made it his mission to undo the transformations made by the psychotic magical supervillain Hinto Ama,, and tries to kill one of the heroes who is stuck in a transformed state, feeling that death is better than being trapped in such a form.
 * El Goonish Shive: Abraham tried to because  fit his overly broad criteria for one. He relented after  talked him out of it. He has since reconsidered his response to . See for yourself. But he's still incorrigibly dramatic.
 * Later, Pandora of all people. When she was told that her meddling with natural magic processes may have the result opposite of the desired (which may or may not be true, as second-hands testimony at best), she immediately started attempts to fix it. But only when she found out that some memories her past self left to her are misleading, she crashed from her power-drunk state and figured out that between the bored shenanigans and trying to make her son see things her way, she abandoned her "family", such as it is - including Tedd (her son being his godfather, after all), and decided that talking to these people and apologizing is in order.
 * MSF High: After causing a giant war and nearly taking over the galaxy, the Legion surrendered, apologized, and became these. Exactly why has not yet been explored.
 * Subverted with in The Order of the Stick.
 * In The Dreamland Chronicles, why the dwarf king insists on winning the More Hero Than Thou dispute.
 * In Endstone, Jon tackles a Guardian no one has ever survived in search of salvation.
 * Jack. Becoming The Atoner is an option for souls imprisoned in Hell and is actually a valid way to eventually escape the confinement and reincarnate on Earth. Even one of the Greater Demons - the titular Jack is inclined this way. As a punishment for  he was made the Grim Reaper and forced to encounter every death thenceforth. Although, as an additional punishment, he was denied the memory of his sins, he still tries his best to give whatever comfort possible to the unfortunate hellbound souls.
 * After his attempts at global domination in ancient Egypt fell apart in a battle against Suras(/Zeus) in Wayward Sons, Kronos escaped, and wound up alone in feudal Japan, where he was taken in by a family of simple farmers. He would later use his powers to protect them from bandits, and all looked set to begin again... But Kronos had learned from his past failures, and vowed to create an empire of peace this time around.


 * In Our Little Adventure, Emily claims that Julie is this, to distract from her real quest.

Web Original

 * William Griffin of Kate Modern performed frequent dangerous medical experiments on unwitting girls on behalf of the Order, but then decides to try to bring the Order down.
 * JJ Sturn from Survival of the Fittest version four, although he wasn't quite as extreme as many examples listed here: He was a giant asshole especially towards women, although he did have his own share of more unpleasant actions.
 * In the Let's Play of Princess Maker 2, after, Gendo Ikari (who plays the role of the girl's father), in a fit of Heroic BSOD decides to try and reconcile with his other kid... by playing a Shinji-raising Sim game.
 * Some agents in the Protectors of the Plot Continuum are former badfic authors hoping to undo the damage they've done to the multiverse, or ex-DIS who returned to the PPC when given the chance.
 * in Canvas 2 after.
 * In Marvels RPG, Ant-Man created Ultron, Iron Cross is a former Nazi-Super Soldier and Synch accidentally burned down his school when his powers first manifested. All are trying to atone for their pasts to some degree.
 * In his "Top 11 Fucks-Up List", The Nostalgia Critic wearily concedes that he'll die for his sins.

Western Animation

 * In Batman Beyond, Terry McGinnis is a mild atoner. He was something of a juvenile delinquent before meeting the now-retired Bruce Wayne, and sees being the new Batman as a way to make up for that.
 * Zeta, star of the spin-off The Zeta Project, has elements of this- a former assassin robot who gained free will and doesn't want to kill anymore. When he finds other robots of his type, he tries to stop them.
 * Subverted in an episode of The Simpsons (animation). Mr. Burns, after losing his fortune and learning about ecology from Lisa, is determined to turn his life around and rebuild his fortune doing good works. Unfortunately, Mr. Burn's idea of "doing good" involves raping and pillaging the environment in an even worse way than he had as the CEO of a Pollution-causing Nuclear Power Plant. (Lisa then is forced to admit that Mr. Burns is just naturally evil—and when he tries to be good, his twisted sense of morality makes him even more evil.)
 * Dinobot, in Transformers: Beast Wars. Only a little, but more and more as it gets further into the second season, culminating in his.
 * Avatar: The Last Airbender.
 * Zuko
 * Having a career as a Fire Nation general, Iroh counts.
 * Tetrax of Ben 10, as revealed in Secret of the Omnitrix.
 * A would-been third Jungle Book film would have actually turned Shere Khan from a Knight of Cerebus in the second to this.
 * Princess Luna in My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic is definitely one, trying to live down her 1000 year legacy as Big Bad Nightmare Moon. Mind you, her public relations need a lot of coaching from Twilight Sparkle, but she makes a real breakthrough.

Real Life

 * Alfred Nobel set up the Nobel Peace Prize because he felt guilty about making a fortune selling weapons and inventing dynamite. It's believed that after his death was falsely reported by a newspaper and he read his own obituary, which referred to him as "the merchant of death" (but in French), he decided to leave a better legacy.
 * Many developers of nuclear weapons ended up this way, with the most prominent examples being:
 * J. Robert Oppenheimer, who had headed up the Manhattan Project during World War II, devoted his energies as chief scientific adviser to the United States Atomic Energy Commission after the war to advocate against nuclear proliferation.
 * Andrei Sakharov, the Soviet physicist who designed the two-stage thermonuclear hydrogen bomb independently of Edward Teller and Stanislaw Ulam (the design is known as the Teller-Ulam design in the West and Sakharov's Third Idea in the old Soviet bloc), and was involved in the "Tsar Bomba" project to design the world's biggest nuke (they succeeded, at 50 megatons). Sakharov developed a case of conscience, and became a leading opponent of nuclear proliferation, for which he won the 1975 Nobel Peace Prize. He then moved on to more general human-rights campaigning, calling for freedom and real democracy in the Soviet Union; he died in 1989, having just been elected to the first democratic Soviet legislature since the Red October.
 * D.W. Griffith was apparently too clueless and poorly informed to realize how incredibly racist Birth of a Nation was, and was shocked when people were offended by it. He spent the rest of his career trying to apologize for it with anti-racist movies like Intolerance and Broken Blossoms, the first film to portray an interracial relationship. It's worth noting, though, that neither of these films actually attack racism against black people (the former is split between Babylonian sects, Jewish sects, Catholics and Protestants, and American political factions, the latter focusing on a relationship between a Chinese man and a white woman).
 * Mike Tyson, who's served his time for rape as well as numerous drug charges and biting Evander Holyfield's ear off... has devoted himself wholly to nonviolence and charitable work, going so far as to become vegan.
 * Adolfo Scilingo. A pilot during the Argentine military dictatorship, Scilingo's job was to dump the tranquilised (but still living) victims of the dictatorship out of a plane and into the ocean. Tortured by PTSD and guilt, Scilingo eventually became the first soldier to break silence, leading to the arrests of many low-level participants (the leaders had already been convicted). Believing that nothing he does will ever be enough, Scilingo went so far as to deliberately go to Spain to testify in the war crimes trials, knowing he would be arrested by the Spanish government, and convinced that he needed to be.
 * Theo Haser, a former Nazi who converted to Judaism, and has devoted his life to teaching others about the holocaust.
 * Robert McNamara, Secretary of Defense to JFK and LBJ, spent much of his later career admitting the Vietnam War was terribly wrong and trying to explain how he and his fellow politicians could have seen otherwise, like in the Oscar-winning documentary The Fog Of War. Despite this, and his anti-nuclear weapon and anti-Iraq activism, his obituaries almost uniformly painted him as a warmonger anyway. Overlaps with Modern Major-General - the trope - he wasn't a military man at all but an auto-industry executive whose greatest legacy otherwise would have been the Ford Falcon.
 * Cyber-example: Kevin Mitnick. He started out as a notorious cyber-criminal; today he is a successful IT security consultant. Ironically, in July 2009, his websites were defaced by, guess what, a cyber-criminal.
 * Germany's actions after World War II are a deliberate attempt at this.
 * The United Kingdom's Department for International Development (DFID) is one of the foremost international development agencies and the UK has one of the world's highest aid budgets, as well as being one of the few countries that gives aid gratis (without tying it to aiding British interests). It has been suggested by some that this is due to Britain's colonial legacy.
 * According to Icelandic folklore two of the most beloved scalds slew each other in a fight over a woman. In their grief they renounced dueling forever. For that reason, singularly among European peoples they had no dueling culture.
 * Disillusioned by the hateful ideology and intolerance as well as his previous fascination with Adolf Hitler, former National Socialist Movement chairman Jeff Schoep has since devoted his time to speak out against racism and white supremacism and promote civil rights as a public speaker, having been haunted by the painful memories he had of "all the hostility and intolerance" he and his group had rallied for the past 25 years. Scloep even went so far as to handing James Hart Stern, an African-American Baptist minister, control of the group in an effort to undermine and embarrass the neo-Nazi group he previously led.