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{{trope}}
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{{quote|''"I do not wish to live a life with no tomorrow, for a life spent merely for the sake of living is no better than that of a filthy cur. There is only one thing I wish for: to meet that one chosen person in that one chosen battle, and to die remembering who I once was."''
|'''Balalaika''', ''[[Black Lagoon]]''.}}
▲{{quote|''"I do not wish to live a life with no tomorrow, for a life spent merely for the sake of living is no better than that of a filthy cur. There is only one thing I wish for: to meet that one chosen person in that one chosen battle, and to die remembering who I once was."''|'''Balalaika''', ''[[Black Lagoon]]''.}}
At some point in the past, a character had a [[Moral Event Horizon|traumatic]] [[Despair Event Horizon|experience]], or found themselves dishonoured, or committed a crime they could not repay or lost everything worth living for. For [[I Cannot Self-Terminate|whatever reason]], instead of just [[Driven to Suicide|committing suicide]], they went off seeking battles to fight, hoping to find an [[Suicide by Cop|enemy who would kill them]], and achieve an [[Redemption Equals Death|honourable]], [[Heroic Sacrifice|heroic]] or otherwise acceptable death.
[[Blessed with Suck|Only they
They found they were far too good at the "fighting" part. And for whatever [[Honor Before Reason|reason (usually honor)]], they don't hold back.
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Consequently, they travel, seeking greater and greater enemies to fight, hoping to find a [[Worthy Opponent]] [[Strike Me Down|to finally kill them.]] Sometimes they'll fail to die so spectacularly and repeatedly that they acquire riches, renown, ranks or romance as a result of their exploits. This rarely, but sometimes, stops them.
If a villain is one of these, it's sometimes mixed with shades of [[Nietzsche Wannabe]] or [[Omnicidal Maniac]]: they want to die, and they don't care if they have to drag the rest of creation down with them to do it. The worst of them ''want'' to destroy everything else too.
Another variation is a warrior who, upon finding out that he is dying (from a disease or curse, for example), seeks [[Suicide Mission|a death in combat]] instead, seeing it as a more honorable or at least desirable end on the field of battle than lying on his deathbed.
Another variation is that unfortunate people realize [[Who Wants to Live Forever?]] and they want to move on.
Another variation is a [[Shell-Shocked Veteran]], usually a commanding officer of some sort, suffering from a major case of [[Survivor Guilt]].
Compare [[The Berserker]]. Contrast [[Please Kill Me If It Satisfies You]] (a character offers someone to take his life due to remorse) and [[Martyr Without a Cause]]. Also [[Immortality Seeker]], for those seeking immortality instead of death. [[Martyrdom Culture
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== [[Anime]] and [[Manga]] ==▼
* Kambei in ''[[Samurai 7]]'', who is actually disappointed that he has managed to survive ''yet again'' even while most of his his subordinates have once again died.
▲== [[Anime]] ==
▲* Kambei in ''[[Samurai 7]]'', who is actually disappointed that he has managed to survive ''yet again'' even while most of his his subordinates have once again died.
* In ''[[Yu-Gi-Oh!]]'', {{spoiler|after the [[Big Bad]] is defeated, the Pharaoh's spirit within the Millennium Puzzle can go to the afterlife...}} but only once he's been defeated in a duel.
** An interesting variation with Kaiser Ryo/Zane in Season Three of ''[[Yu-Gi-Oh! GX]]''. He's developed a fatal heart condition, so he's not actively looking to die as it's going to happen regardless. Instead he's trying to hold on long enough to find an opponent to give him a true challenge so he can go out fighting.
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** {{spoiler|Don't forget Raizen, Bui, Hiei and possibly Mukuro. Not sure if Gama counts, but he was willing to give "all for the team" and used his last few minutes to incapacitate Kurama rather than heal himself. Also the mind controlled humans at the beginning of the Tournament, forced to kill for Ichigaki and sick of it.}}
* {{spoiler|Ovan}} in ''[[.hack|.hack//G.U.]]'' {{spoiler|sees in Haseo the potential to defeat him and effectively manipulates into doing so. This way, they cause the Internet to "reset" and all people whom Ovan involuntarily sent into coma (including his own sister) awaken, though Ovan falls into coma himself.}}
* Suzaku Kururugi's exceptional piloting skills and willingness to put himself in mortal danger in ''[[Code Geass]]'' are revealed to be because he is a
** It doesn't stop him from trying, though, which leads to {{spoiler|Suzaku destroying pretty much the entire Tokyo settlement when he tried to let Kallen kill him while carrying a nuke}}. [[Nice Job Breaking It, Hero]] on both sides.
** However, he does use the Geass to his advantage at one point. {{spoiler|When he fights an enemy with a Geass that allows them to see into the future, Suzaku uses the "Live!" effect to enhance his performance and move too fast for his opponent to keep up.}}
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** {{spoiler|Subverted hard when he is finally dying in the last chapter. After everything, he decides at the last moment he wants to live on but it's too late.}}
*** He still qualifies. After fixing the country and ruined relationship with his sons, he does change his mind about dying; however when he does anyway he is content with it and dies smiling.
** Seems like a case of him simply wanting to be with his wife. His original goal was deliberately to {{spoiler|find a way to become mortal so he can die with Trisha Elric, since no sane person wants to outlive his wife and sons}}.
* May have been Reccoa's true motivation for turning traitor in ''[[Zeta Gundam]]'', as having been a guerilla fighter for nine ''years'' had worn her resolve against tyranny down to nearly nothing.
* [[Alternate Character Interpretation|Depending on how you see him]], Alucard from ''[[Hellsing]]'' is waiting for the time when he will be killed by an opponent he deems worthy.
** The Major is another possible example, as Schrodinger infers that the Major's desire to create as much warfare as possible is an elaborate suicide plan (with the rest of Millenium being drawn along with him by his charisma). Given that {{spoiler|he dies with a smile on his face when Integra kills him, it seems likely}}.
*** When Seras and Integra are storming the Major's airship, they notice that the Nazis they're killing actually seem pleased by their deaths, and the Major confirms that they want to die. Seras angrily asks why they don't just commit suicide, causing the Major to reply that it isn't enough to die; they have to die doing something ''meaningful'' to them.
* In an episode of ''[[Princess Tutu]]'', a "Ghost Knight" roams the town, escaped from a story where he killed his lover (who was an enemy spy) and remained honorable to his country until the end of the war, after which he found no meaning to his life. Fakir believed that the reason he was having dreams about him was because he was the one the Knight had chosen to kill him in battle...{{spoiler|but it turns out he was carrying the heart shard of Pride, and the ''real'' reason Fakir was having dreams about him was because he was a descendant of Drosselmeyer.}}
* In ''[[Bleach]]'', {{spoiler|5th Espada Nnoitra. More specifically, he's constantly fighting against strong opponents so that he can experience that rush sensation in the final moments just before dying. Which he does indeed get to experience, courtesy of [[Blood Knight|Kenpachi]].}}
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"I wanna be cut so that my breath is gone before my body hits the ground. That's the kind of death I wanna have." }}
** Rukia is also one until the end of the Soul Society arc. She thinks she deserves to die for killing her Hollow-possessed mentor before the story starts, and because of that doesn't resist her arrest or execution in any way. [[Big Damn Heroes|Ichigo disagrees]].
* In ''[[Ga-Rei Zero|Ga-Rei -Zero-]]'', Yomi, fighting the emotion intensifying effects of the Sesshouseki, attempts to get Noriyuki to kill her since she has become a "taint of evil," as she puts it. However, he repeatedly refuses to, even as she becomes increasingly more sadistic in her attempts to provoke him to do so.
* In part 6 of ''[[
* Shinji Ikari (and, to a lesser extent, {{spoiler|Asuka Langley Soryu}} from [[Neon Genesis Evangelion]] could fit this trope to a T, except by the little part that Shinji was fighting to seek his father's attention, and {{spoiler|Asuka was too much of a [[Stepford Smiler]] to give up}}. At the end, {{spoiler|only these two failed to die, presumably. Irony at its best.}}
** {{spoiler|Until episode 18, anyway. After killing and/or maiming his best friend, depending on whether we're going by the anime or the manga, we see him in episode 19, no longer greatly concerned with what his father or anyone else thinks of him. The [[Crazy Awesome]] of the moment--and it is, if you haven't seen it--is muted at the end of the series when we reflect and realize that when he went out to fight, "fangs out and hair on fire," he was almost certainly trying to die.}}
** {{spoiler|Rei. Explicitly says she "Is a thing that wishes to die"? Check. Deliberately takes suicide missions? Check. Gets herself killed ''twice?'' Check. Fails hard at ''staying'' dead? Hoo boy.}} In fact, {{spoiler|Rei}} explicitly stated in ep24 that {{spoiler|she}} hates Gendo for not letting {{spoiler|her}} die until {{spoiler|she}} had fulfilled the purpose he had set. [[Sarcasm Mode|Ladies and gentlemen, meet the protectors of mankind!]]
* Gauron from ''[[Full Metal Panic!]]''. Somewhere along the line, he somehow latches onto the idea that he wants Sousuke to kill him (and if that doesn't work, killing Sousuke and raping his body works just fine as well). His suicidal and extreme sadomasochistic tendencies are somewhat explained in the novels, where it's revealed that he had lethal cancer that would kill him sooner or later. The only irony is, it seems the more he throws himself into danger and suicidal situations, the ''longer'' he lives.
* {{spoiler|The clone of [[Failure Knight|Zest]]}} in ''[[Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha StrikerS|Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha Striker S]]'' was a "[[Clone Degeneration|Doomed to die an ignoble death]]" version, and [[Suicide by Cop|provoked Signum for a battle to the death]] after she made an assurance that {{spoiler|his}} charge was safe with her squad and that the villains had been caught. While {{spoiler|Agito}} hated her for it, she thanked her for giving {{spoiler|him his}} last honor as a fellow knight.
* Balalaika of ''[[Black Lagoon]]'', as seen in the quote above. {{spoiler|Roberta}} also has elements of this in the latest arc of the manga.
* {{spoiler|Deneve}} from [[Claymore]] was one of these {{spoiler|until Helen knocked some sense into her.}}
* In the latter half of ''[[Toward the Terra]]'', {{spoiler|Matsuka}} worries that {{spoiler|[[Anti-Villain|Keith]]}} seems to be "looking for a place to die." These worries are well-founded.
* Manji from ''[[Blade of the Immortal]]'' seems like a mix of death seeker and [[The Atoner]]. He needs atonement to finally die. He has to do it by {{spoiler|killing 1000 bad guys}}.
* {{spoiler|The [[Big Bad]] Black Mage Zeref}} in ''[[Fairy Tail]]''. He feels rejected by the world because of his [[Power Incontinence|uncontrollable power]] that [[Walking Wasteland|drains the life from everything around him]]. Realizing that he will always be alone because of this, he wants to die. For some reason he believes that Natsu is the only one who has a chance of killing him. When they meet in 209 and Natsu punches him, his only reaction (after being completely unharmed) is to feel regret.
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* ''[[Immortal Rain]]'': Rain and Yuca BOTH, especially since {{spoiler|[[Suicidal Cosmic Temper Tantrum|Yuca]] made Rain partically to have /him/ kill him.}}
* {{spoiler|Rau Le Creuset}} in [[Gundam Seed]] combines this with [[Woobie, Destroyer of Worlds]] and [[Omnicidal Maniac]] for a truly dangerous combination.
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* In ''[[Corsair]]'', [[The Atoner|Canale]] is a former assassin who made a promise not to kill himself, but wishes to die because he thinks he brings misery and destruction wherever he goes. Early on he begs Ayace to do so, but Ayace refuses. Later Ayace makes a promise that if Canale brings destruction on Preveza he ''will'' kill him, so until then he should try living normally, which reassures Canale greatly.
* ''[[Madoka Magica]]'': {{spoiler|Sayaka}} does not react well to [[Awful Truth|finding out that]] {{spoiler|[[Soul Jar|her soul had been moved into]] her [[Transformation Trinket|Soul Gem]].}}
* ''[[One Piece]]'':
*
** Long before him, Nico Robin loses her last hope and purpose to life at the end of Arabasta arc. It needs two [[Unwanted Rescue|unwanted rescues]] until she is ready to admit in the middle of [[Rescue Arc|Enies Lobby arc]] that she has found her [[Worth Living For|reason to live]] and that she [[I Don't Want to Die|doesn't want to die.]]
** Trying to kill himself has become a sort of macabre hobby for [[World's Strongest Man| Kaido]]. He seems immortal and unable to die, something he sees as a curse. He spends much of his time trying to think up new ways to do it, but all fail. For instance, one notable time he jumped from 10,000 meters from the sky onto the ground, creating a massive shockwave strong enough to sink a large ship nearby. All he got from it was a headache.
* {{spoiler|Johan Liebert}} in ''[[Monster (manga)|Monster]]'' near the end.
* [[Black Butler|Grell]] when we first meet her.
== [[Comic Books]] ==
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** The anthology "Endless Nights" had a soldier whose life was empty, until he encountered [[Perky Goth|Death]] and actually helped her on a job by breaking down a magic gate so she could enter a castle and claim the inhabitants. Now, he enters battle with renewed vigor, in the hopes he will meet her again.
* Daredevil (not Matt Murdock) of ''[[Earth X]]'' is unkillable due to his regenerative powers. It's not clear how he became suicidal, but he becomes the center of a circus act in which the audience is invited to kill him if they can. Later he tries to get several [[Big Bad]]s to kill him, culminating in his multiplying into many versions of himself when he is ripped apart. Late in the series he apparently finally gets his wish, but only after all of humanity has joined him in [[Blessed with Suck|painful immortality]] (due to the death of Death).
* [[Batman|Batgirl III]]'s guilt over reducing a living, thinking creature to a large mass of inert meat with her bare hand at eight years old drove her to seek her own demise protecting others. It can be summed up when Lady Shiva demanded a duel to the death in a
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'''Shiva''': "Well?" }}
** [[Batman]] himself subconsciously slid into
** Similarly in ''[[The Dark Knight Returns]]'', while it's not explicitly stated Batman is constantly reflecting on the life-and-death situations he finds himself in and musing that "this would be a good way to die," the clear implication being that he's actively looking to go out in a suitable blaze of glory. {{spoiler|Ultimately subverted; although Batman appears to go out in a blaze of glory fighting Superman, it's revealed that he faked his own death, having discovered a new purpose to live over the course of the story.}}
* [[Word of God]] says {{spoiler|Rorschach}} from ''[[Watchmen]]'' is a
* Hank Henshaw, aka the Cyborg superman has become one of these recently{{when}}, tired of the tragedy in his life and his near invulnerability. It got to the point where he joined [[Green Lantern|the Sinestro Corps]] just because they agreed to kill him once their work was done. {{spoiler|He eventually did die, much to his delight. Unfortunately for him, his minions resurrected him at the first opportunity.}}
** {{spoiler|So much so that when he was revived, the first thing he did was shed a tear over being alive.}}
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** {{spoiler|He finally got his wish after being separated from his latest{{when}} body and defeated on the astral plane.}}
*** {{spoiler|Except maybe not. It appears that he's expected to play a role in the "Reign Of Doomsday" arc that's coming up due to Doomsday's apparent interest in the original replacement Superman from [[The Death of Superman]]. Sucks to be Henshaw... again}}...
* Eilif the Lost was the last survivor of a Viking [[Lost Colony]] in Antarctica. Old and growing infirm, he tried to goad [[The Mighty Thor|Thor]] into killing him. "I would have fought a god, my lord. What Viking could have asked for a more glorious death?"
* ''[[Zbeng!]]
* Dashiell "Dash" Bad Horse from [[Scalped]] has an unconscious death wish. He constantly throws himself in dangerous gunfights with psychopaths and always alone. It's hinted that he suffers from ptsd {{spoiler|(child abuse, fighting in Kosovo and witnessing a massacre)}}, suicidal behaviour {{spoiler|(flashback to a young Dashiell cry and put a gun to his temple, second time he does the same thing when he could've prevented the murder of a young boy)}} and from deep seated anger {{spoiler|(his fists are bruised most of the time and we see him slamming his fists against his own truck)}}. When Dash is confronted by {{spoiler|his father}}, the conversation between them pretty much confirms all of this and more importantly his death wish.
* [[Iron Man|Tony Stark]], to a [[The Woobie|horribly painful degree]]. And, no, it didn't start during/after [[Civil War (Comic Book)|Civil War]], either, though that certainly [[Up to Eleven|made it worse]]. It started when he was struck with [[Survivor Guilt|survivor's guilt]] over the [[My Greatest Failure|death of Yin Sen]]
** He ''did'' become a supervillain and died briefly. It was called "The Crossing" and he was replaced by a teenaged version of himself. [[Dork Age|No one liked it]]. [[Death Is Cheap|Adult Tony came back]] and it's been [[Retcon
* Kaine, the imperfect clone of [[Spider-Man]]. He's not the typical death seeker as he sometimes changes his mind or even runs from a fatal fight. In the grim hunt back stories it's revealed he's too much of a coward to commit suicide yet when he has a pre-cog vision about his own death at the hands of Kraven the Hunter he still challenges him.{{spoiler|He finally got what he wanted by duping the Kravinoff hunters into thinking he was [[Spider-Man]]. They sacrificed him to revive Kraven the hunter. Afterwards Kaine is resurrected with tarantula features, and is [[Spider Island|ultimately reborn possessing Spider-Man's enhanced powers from Avengers Disassembled]].}}
* Dara Brighton in ''The Sword'' insists that she is already dead after the murder of her family. She just wants to hunt down and kill the demigods responsible for said murders before she actually dies. She does {{spoiler|and she does}}.
* Thanos is a
** Don't worry, if you read The End {{spoiler|Thanos winds up saving ALL REALITY which he originally tried to kill off HALF OF. By the end Thanos himself makes the statement, [[Redemption Equals Death|"I have been many things...]] [[Heel Face Turn|and now, healer."]] Death, in return for his sacrifice, finally gives him her love.}}
*** [[Tear Jerker|
* Lady Shiva of [[The DCU]] is a
* In one [[Star Wars]] story arc, the crooked ex-Senate Guard Venco Autem learns that he has a terminal illness, and so takes on suicidal jobs like assassinating corrupt Senators because he has nothing to live for. At the end of the comic, he places himself in a situation that he has little hope of escaping from in order to kill the Senator, and is indeed shot dead by his brother.
* [[Deadpool]] wants to die. Death is in love with him and vice versa, so jealous [[Thanos]] cursed him with [[Who Wants to Live Forever?|eternal life]]. In the Age of Stryfe, an alternate future timeline Deadpool is still alive because of the curse and not his healing factor. The voices in Deadpool confirm his deathwish among other things :the only reason he desperately wants to be accepted is so his friends will care and put him out of his misery. If that doesn't work out he antagonizes them so they can extract their revenge on him.
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* In ''[[Action Comics]]'', Doomsday the monster that nearly killed [[Superman]] becomes this millions of years in the future. Filled with self-loathing, he has gone back in time to remove every last trace of himself from the past, present, and future. Since people on Earth know how to clone him, he figures he needs to get rid of Earth as well.
* In ''[[The Goon]]'' comics the immortally weary Buzzard agrees to go kill a monster terrorizing the countryside, hoping it will be able to kill him. When he arrives he learns that the ancient creature was doing this with the hope that they would fight back and kill it. They agree to fight it out and let fate decide which on of them...wins.
* This, ''not'' vengeance against criminals like the ones who killed his family, has been [[The Punisher]]'s true goal his entire career. That's the reason he's so reckless and cares little about the consequences of his actions. He hopes that someday he'll be killed in action so that he can finally be at peace, but if he can take as much scum off the street as he can before that happens, all the better.
* From ''[[X-Men]]'' comics; [[Blessed With Suck]] doesn't even begin to describe Professor Xavier's son David, aka Legion. While his omega-level mutant powers let him manifest virtually any super-power he wants, each use causes his already fractured mind to [[Multiple Personalities| develop a new personality]], and he has developed hundreds, [[Mind Hive| possibly thousands of them]]. While his father's [[Psychic Powers]] were able to keep them in check for a while, Xavier's death opened a floodgate, making his entire life a constant struggle to keep them in check. David has prayed for death for years, and has attempted to kill himself many times, but each attempt only kills one of his personalities, often spawning more in the process. After years of this hellish existence, poor David doesn't even know if it is ''possible'' for him to die.
* For ''[[The Legend of Zelda]]'', in Kasuto of Kataan's "[https://web.archive.org/web/20160914005458/http://kasuto.net/fanfic.php?main=fanfic
▲== [[Fan Fiction]] ==
** Being the author of this story, I'm flattered that I'm listed on this site. But to contribute, this story was a [[Shout-Out]] and [[Homage]] to ''[[The X-Files|X-Files]]'' season 6 episode 10 [http://in-the-x-i-believe.blogspot.com/2007/08/season-6-tithonus-6x09.html "Tithonus"].
▲* For ''[[The Legend of Zelda]]'', in Kasuto of Kataan's "[http://kasuto.net/fanfic.php?main=fanfic/eternity.html&top=fanfic/eternitymenu.html Eternity]", the villain is attempting to kill herself with a special spell {{spoiler|which would happen to kill several million bystanders}} after realizing that immortality is actually a curse since the world is boring after living for a really long time. She had already tried every other conventional method and failed.
* In ''[[The Hill of Swords]]'', a crossover between ''[[Fate/stay night]]'' and ''[[
▲** Being the author of this story, I'm flattered that I'm listed on this site. But to contribute, this story was a [[Shout-Out]] and [[Homage]] to X-Files season 6 episode 10 [http://in-the-x-i-believe.blogspot.com/2007/08/season-6-tithonus-6x09.html "Tithonus"].
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▲* In [[The Hill of Swords]], a crossover between [[Fate/stay night]] and [[Zero no Tsukaima]], Shirou [[Up to Eleven|outperforms]] Saito's [[Last Stand]], {{spoiler|and ends up dying after having pretty much wiped out an army of 70,000 soldiers.}} He went into the battle for this reason:
▲{{quote| {{spoiler|And as he stood upon the battle fields, she thought back to his oath: [[I Will Wait for You|to be reunited with his love upon a hill of swords.]] To be reunited with his lover. His lover was dead. [[Together in Death|And it was only through battle that he could finally join her again. When he too was dead]].}} }}
** Needless to say, after being {{spoiler|revived by Tiffania}}, he clearly states that at that moment, he really, REALLY, hated her.
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* In ''[http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3966181/1/The_Prince The Prince]'', a ''[[Death Note]]'' [[Yakuza]] [[Alternate Universe Fic|AU]] by Neverending Odyssey, Light sees [[Professional Killer|the deaths]] [[Well-Intentioned Extremist|he must deal out]] as a burden and truly looks forward to the day L will catch and execute him for it-however since he's not engaging the detective in pitched battle he isn't leaving any clues behind and Ryuk sees a very long lifespan ahead of him.
* ''[[The World Ends With You]]'' fanfic, ''[[
== [[Film]] ==
* ''[[The Adventures of Baron Munchausen]]''. The Baron doesn't mind death. In fact, he recommends it.
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* In the various ''Prophecy'' movies, fallen angel Gabriel's unwillingly-revived henchpeople fall into this category: when one them gets (re-)fatally shot by a protagonist, his last comment is a sincere "Thanks pal, you're a sport!"
* Arguably, Doc Holliday in ''[[Tombstone]].''
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* Plot of ''[[Frankenstein Meets the Wolf Man]]'' is set in motion when Larry Talbot (the [[Wolf Man]]) is accidentally resurrected and sets out to find the way to keep himself dead permanently.
* Miles Tuck in ''[[Tuck Everlasting]]'', due to losing his wife and children. He's fought in pretty much every war he can find and regularly picks fights, trying ([[Who Wants to Live Forever?|unsuccessfully]]) to die.
* Of the commanding officer's [[Survivor Guilt]]/[[Shell-Shocked Veteran]] variety, we have [[Pirates of the Caribbean|James Norrington]] in the beginning of Dead Man's Chest. He'd deliberately steered his ship into a hurricane while chasing Jack Sparrow, resulting in the loss of the ship and most of the crew, and his having to resign his commission. The next time we saw him, he was a grimy drunk who seemed to be pretty zealous about his bar fights.
* The WWI pilot in [[The Mummy Trilogy|The Mummy]] wants to go out in a blaze of glory like the rest of his deceased war buddies. {{spoiler|Seeing as he dies fighting a giant face made of sand while successfully escorting Rick and Johnathan to Hamunaptra, it's probably safe to say that he succeeded. His last words?}}
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* The Joker from ''[[The Dark Knight Saga|The Dark Knight]]''. There has been several occasions where he puts his life on the line for his cause.
* Sir Lancelot in ''[[Excalibur (film)|Excalibur]]''. He's more of a defeat seeker than a death seeker though, having traveled around looking for a King who was good enough to beat him and thereby win his fealty. He claims he was [[Cursed with Awesome]].
* J.B. Books in ''[[The Shootist]]''. The death that was coming for him, though, was far worse than the death he sought.
== [[Literature]] ==
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* One of the characters in Peter David's black comedy fantasy novel ''[[Sir Apropos of Nothing]]'' was a Death Seeker whose reckless deeds resulted in him becoming the most highly respected knight in all the land. At that point he realised that he actually quite liked being alive, hung up his sword and retired behind a mantle of [[Obfuscating Stupidity|obfuscating senility]].
* Colbey, the main character of the ''[[The Last of the Renshai|Renshai]]'' novels, is a follower of the Norse gods, and must die in battle to reach Valhalla. (Dying while refusing to fight all-out doesn't count, and would get him damned to Hel.) He's in his ''eighties'' by the end of book 1, the oldest person his tribe has ever had, and the best swordsman in history. He's even given the title "Deathseeker" by some. {{spoiler|Eventually, it's discovered that he became "semi-mortal" in his sixties (meaning he can't grow any older) and eventually becomes a god. He still rejoices in a challenging fight centuries later, mind you...}}
* Himei starts out as this in ''[[Sailor Nothing]]'', before [[The Power of Friendship]] gives her something to live for. The premier example, however, is {{spoiler|Dark General Argon. Because of his nature as [[The Heartless]] he's unable to kill himself directly, so he instead ensures that the protagonist will unleash her [[Unstoppable Rage]] on him -- in some of the worst ways possible.}}▼
* Brox (Broxigar [[First-Name Basis]]) of the [[War of the Ancients]] [[Warcraft]] novels trilogy fits this trope perfectly, after being the sole survivor of his squad. {{spoiler|He actually gets his wish in the end by performing a [[Heroic Sacrifice]]}}
* Eowyn in ''[[The Lord of the Rings]]'', whose courageous ride to the Battle of the Pelennor Fields has also been described as a lovesick suicide attempt.
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* In [[Dan Abnett]]'s [[Gaunt's Ghosts]] book this happens to some of the soldiers, particularly Gol Kolea.
** In ''Only In Death'', Ezrah ap Niht, believing {{spoiler|Gaunt is dead}}, believes himself intolerably dishonored by surviving. He sets out on ''bludtoll'', [[Roaring Rampage of Revenge|to kill as many of the enemy as he can before his own death]]. {{spoiler|Fortunately, he finds Gaunt prisoner.}}
* Part of the initial premise of Timothy Findley's novel ''Pilgrim'' is that the main character is unable to die, no matter how many ostensibly successful suicide attempts he goes through.
* In Phyllis Ann Karr's [[King Arthur|Arthurian novel]] ''[[The Idylls of the Queen]]'', Mordred fits the role pretty
* The Tharks in [[Edgar Rice Burroughs]]' [[John Carter of Mars]] series: "the cause of the Thark's great and sudden love of life I could not fathom, for it is oftener that they seek death than life--these strange, cruel, loveless, unhappy people." It's pretty effective, since ''98 percent of them'' die in various violent ways.
* Albus Dumbledore of the ''[[Harry Potter]]'' series shows this trope at some point in between ''Order of the Phoenix'' and ''The Half Blood Prince'', when he becomes {{spoiler|cursed to die by the ring containing the resurrection stone. To end the misery of dying slowly and to spare Draco Malfoy, Who he learned had been tasked by Voldemort to kill him, Dumbledore asks Snape to kill him in a [[Gambit Roulette|Overly Elaborate plot]] to also get Snape closer to Voldemort and to continue protecting Harry.}}
** Snape himself became this after {{spoiler|Lily Evans's death}} until Dumbledore [[Quit Your Whining|snapped him out of it.]]
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* In the [[Andrew Vachss]] Burke book ''Terminal'', it is mentioned at the end that this was the first time Burke was not praying in some way for death.
* Charles, the vampire villain of Elaine Bergstrom's SHATTERED GLASS. Since her vampires, who belong to a naturally evolved nonhuman species, have such a strong self-preservation drive that they literally cannot commit suicide, Charles commits an escalating series of gory murders to induce his brother, Stephen, the "good" vampire of the novel, to kill him in a vampire version of [[Suicide by Cop]].
* [[William Butler Yeats]]' poem "An Irish Airman Foresees his Death" is about a
* [[Umberto Eco]]'s novel ''[[Baudolino]]'' features a group of warriors who all want to die in battle, because they believe that then they'll go to heaven. The main characters think that this will make them good fighters in an impending war, since they won't be afraid. They are wrong, because they don't even fight, just ask the enemy to kill them.
* In ''[[The Great Gatsby]]'' the main character mentions having this attitude during World War I, probably from having to leave the woman he loved behind. His death wish was mistaken for courage and he was decorated.
* [[Dune|Jool Noret]] became this after he accidentally killed his father.
* ''Sisterhood'' series by [[Fern Michaels]]: [[CIA]] director Calvin Span is revealed to be this in ''Home Free''. He died of a heart attack as a result of him shovelling his driveway. He knew better than to do that, considering that he had heart surgery a few years ago. His co-conspirator Owen Orzell thinks that Calvin had a death wish. Considering that Calvin was in bed with [[Big Bad]] Henry "Hank" Jellicoe, had a gambling addiction that was going out-of-control, had to turn against Jellicoe to save his own hide when Jellicoe's bad guy status was revealed, had the deaths of CIA agents on his conscience because Jellicoe wanted [[Revenge]] for Calvin turning against him, and the president forced him to resign for failing to capture Jellicoe in one month, it's not much of a stretch for this guy to become a
* Prince Elfangor, from ''[[Animorphs]]'' seems to be a good example of this after he gets {{spoiler|pulled off Earth by the Ellimist.}} His first action was {{spoiler|ramming the Blade Ship with his little fighter in what should have been a suicide run only to survive, turn the tide of battle, and become a war hero whose example was held up as a golden standard.}} And at the end of his life, he really wasn't out of options - he could have morphed, or even used his ship's shredder to cut through the concrete surrounding the Time Matrix. And yet...
** Another example from ''Animorphs'' is [[Sixth Ranger Traitor|David]] by the end of his last book. Abandoned by Crayak, betrayed by his henchmen and still condemned to [[Fate Worse Than Death|live out the rest of his days as a rat]], he tearfully begs Rachel to end his misery.
* In ''[[The Inheritance Cycle]]'', Galbatorix became one after the death of his first dragon, but then stopped after he got the idea that he might be able to convince the elders to give him another dragon. And once, that didn't work, [[Big Bad|well...]]
* In the opening chapters of ''[[The Unexpected Mrs. Pollifax]]'', the first ''[[Mrs. Pollifax (franchise)|Mrs. Pollifax]]'' novel by [[Dorothy Gilman]], the title character, weighed down by being a suburban widow with no real meaning to her life, shows signs of this -- she very nearly commits suicide at one point, and even when trying to realize a childhood dream by applying for a job as a spy with the CIA emphasizes how she is expendable and can be sacrificed to save the life of a younger, better-trained agent. Fortunately, once she finds herself in real danger, this part of her personality vanishes and she becomes supremely competent at staying alive.
▲== [[Live Action TV]] ==
* In ''[[Angel]]'', the Groosalugg was so "hideous" that he sought monsters to destroy him. He failed to die so incredibly he got made his kingdom's champion.
** Faith is a Death Seeker when she appears in late first season, kidnapping Wesley and torturing him all to get Angel angry enough to kill her. Back in ''[[Buffy the Vampire Slayer]]'', she had done a similar thing with Buffy, though then her motive was that, by killing her, [[If You Kill Him You Will Be Just Like Him|Buffy would become like her]], which would be a sort of "post-death revenge" on Buffy by Faith.
** Angel himself has some
** Last but not least, Wesley. Triggered by the prophecy that Angel would kill Connor and partly because Fred chose Gunn over him, he apparently wishes to die:
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** It's strongly hinted, as the series progressed, that Buffy herself had tendencies in this direction, particularly by Spike, who is [[Living Lie Detector|never wrong]] about these sorts of things. Season 6 made this characteristic much more explicit.
* ''[[Heroes (TV series)|Heroes]]''
** Arguably Claire.
* When Mack "[[Fan Nickname|iMack]]" Hartford of ''[[Power Rangers Operation Overdrive]]'' [[Tomato in the Mirror|realizes he's an android,]] he at first has a classic [[Heroic BSOD]], but comes out of it rather quickly... only to put himself in the line of fire more and more in an attempt to engineer a [[Heroic Sacrifice]]. It ''starts'' with pushing a [[Humongous Mecha]] toward [[Explosive Overclocking|overload]] and goes from there.
* ''[[Supernatural (TV series)|Supernatural]]'''s Dean is this in a nutshell. Notice how whenever he gets the choice to die or keep living, the choice is always ambiguous. After his Dad dies for him, he's too tired of this life and as the Crossroad Demon says in "Crossroad Blues", his first thought in the morning is "I can't do this anymore." It finally comes to a head in the Season Two finale when Sam dies and Dean sells his soul to get him back, for a whole bunch of messed up reasons. For the first half of Season Three, he doesn't seem to mind if he goes downstairs ahead of schedule but finally, ''finally'' in "Dream a Little Dream of Me" he realizes the obvious fact that he doesn't ''deserve'' eternity in hell. Except his martyrdom comes back in full-force in ''No Rest For The Wicked'' {{spoiler|and he still thinks he doesn't deserve to live in ''Lazurus Rising''}} so you can't help but still think his sole goal for himself is death.
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** While Dean is the most extreme version of this, nearly every character in the show has desperately wanted death at some point; Bobby wanted it in ''Dream a Little Dream Of Me'' {{spoiler|and while crippled}}, John probably wanted it most of Sam's life.
** In late Season One, Sam wanted to kill the demon that slayed his fiancee so badly that he wanted to die killing it. In the middle section of Season Two, he was way too keen on committing suicide before his destiny could change him, and after Dean went to hell, Sam tried to sacrifice himself for Dean and then nearly got himself killed when he couldn't. He went into the season four finale with no intention of coming back out, then in season five, he was ''actively'' suicidal, but Lucifer and the other angels wouldn't let him stay dead. Sam rounded the season out by {{spoiler|[[Heroic Sacrifice|jumping into Hell]] and taking Lucifer with him}}. In season seven, he is finally over most of his self-hatred, {{spoiler|but plagued by PTSD hallucinations of his time in hell. The hallucination of Lucifer tries to convince him to commit suicide, and when the hallucination's killing him, Sam gives up}}. Somebody get some therapy-cakes for these Winchesters.
* As recently pointed out by her therapist, Meredith of ''[[Grey's Anatomy]]'' may be a subconscious
* {{spoiler|Michael}} of ''[[Lost]]'' falls into this category during Season 4, but is unable to die because {{spoiler|the Island simply won't let him. He eventually succeeds in the Season Finale, when he manages to save the lives of the Oceanic 6.}}
* Sinclair on ''[[Babylon 5]]'' starts out this way. In each of the first five episodes, he deliberately claims the most dangerous tasks for himself. He starts to change this habit after Garibaldi calls him on it.
** Marcus is explicitly described as a death seeker. He gets his wish.
** With at least six attempts at heroic sacrifice or suicide and the mother of all unaddressed guilt complexes, Delenn is an implicit embodiment of this trope.
* In [[Battlestar Galactica (2004 TV series)|the re-imagined ''
** The sanguine manner in which he {{spoiler|meets his execution by firing squad}} seems to confirm this.
* ''[[House (TV series)|House]]''. While not as actively suicidal as some of the other examples, his self-destructiveness is leading him towards an early death, his curiosity exceeds his regard for his own life, the issue of him not caring if he dies and not feeling like he deserves to live (or be happy) has come up several times and he even says he would rather be dead than deal with all the crap in his life anymore in the Season Four finale.
* ''[[Robin Hood (TV series)|Robin Hood]]'': Little John, whose motto is "Today is a good day to die", as a result of guilt and grief over abandoning and losing his family. {{spoiler|In the season 2 finale, he finally declares that it is NOT a good day to die; it remains to be seen if this marks a turning point for his Deathseeking ways.}}
* In an episode of ''[[Dollhouse]]'', Echo is sent to protect a singer from a crazy stalker who's trying to kill her. It turns out that {{spoiler|the singer and the stalker have been in contact, and she sees being murdered in the middle of a show as both freedom from life and a way to become "immortal" in people's minds}}.
* Detective Inspector William "Jack" Frost in ''[[A Touch of Frost]]'' tried and failed to commit suicide by confronting an armed criminal. He got the George Cross for his troubles.
* Godric, a 2,000-year-old vampire from ''[[True Blood]]'', surrenders himself to a group of religious fanatics, hoping they will crucify and burn him, but he is saved by his vampire pals. After speechifying to the Fellowship of the Sun, he attracts a suicide bomber to his home that still fails to kill him. Later, he commits old fashioned vampire suicide by meeting the sun.
* Opie becomes this in the second season of ''[[Sons of Anarchy]]'' {{spoiler|after his wife Donna's death}}
* Logan Echolls of ''[[Veronica Mars]]'' has something of a death wish, highlighted most obviously in 1x22 'Leave It To Beaver' and 3x20 'The Bitch Is Back.' But with his background, can you blame him?
* There was an episode of ''[[M*A*S*H (television)|M*A*S*H]]'' which included a Chinese-American soldier trying to get himself killed in battle because he identified both as a Chinese person and an American and thus hated himself for "being
* ''[[Star Trek]]'' has the [[Proud Warrior Race Guy|Klingons]], whose religion holds that to get into Sto-Vo-Kor (their equivalent of Heaven...or more accurately, Valhalla) one has to die in honorable combat. "Today is a good day to die" is basically the motto of the entire species. A Klingon warrior who lives to old age will tend to get more extreme about this. A specific example of this is shown late in ''[[Star Trek:
** Like the Vikings below, there ''are'' loopholes. For example, when Jadzia dies her Klingon husband, Worf, collects friends and goes into battle in her honor, which in Klingon religion can earn the deceased passage to Sto-Vo-Kor. (Paralleling the medieval Christian doctrine of substitution, wherein if you had committed more sin than you could do penance for in a lifetime, you could work it off by various more active things, like crusading or helping to build a church, which devolved into the outright-purchase papal indulgences Luther found so offensive. Or someone else could transfer ''their'' merit to you, which is why rich people endowed monasteries and where that 'pray for the souls of the dead' thing originates. [[And Now You Know]].)
* The Sontarans of ''[[Doctor Who]]'' are similarly eager to die in honorable combat, a trait [[Planet of Hats|brought forward particularly]] in the new series. This trope is played with in the episode "A Good Man Goes To War" when a Sontaran slowly dying of a painful wound quips that the experience is not quite as glorious as he anticipated. Of course, he's a nurse.
* ''[[Human Target]]'': people from [[The Atoner|Christopher Chance]]'s [[Career Killers|old life]] are ''constantly'' accusing him of being this, often using this exact phrase. Given his new line of work, they sort of have a point. His clients sometimes ask him the same question, too:
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* [[Doctor Who|The Ninth Doctor]] shows some signs of this. From Dalek: "You survived {{spoiler|the time war}}." "Not by choice."
** [[Doctor Who|The Tenth Doctor]] also practically personifies it. It's pretty much stated in ''Turn Left'' that he'd just let himself die if it weren't for Donna.
* ''[[CSI: Crime Scene Investigation]]'' has a guy ironically wearing a [[Red Shirt]] who is the criminal of the day. I don't remember the episode, but he thinks he killed his girlfriend, and wants to join her in death. The catch? Even in a gun store filled with armed people, all shooting at him and no one else, the man won't die. Even when he jumps off a building at the end, he's caught in a safety trampoline.
== Music ==▼
* The song ''Across the Rainbow Bridge'' by Swedish melodic death metal band Amon Amarth is written from the perspective of an aging Norse warrior setting out to find an honourable death and so enter Valhalla.▼
▲== [[Music]] ==
▲* The song
== [[Tabletop Games]] ==
* The name comes from Death Seekers of the Lion Clan in [[Legend of the Five Rings]]''.
** The Damned of the Crab Clan are the 'diseased' variation. They are victims of the corruption they fight, and seek to do more damage to their enemy than they would giving into the Taint.
* In ''[[Warhammer
** The ''[[Gotrek and Felix]]'' novels, in particular, tell the story of Felix Jaeger, a young poet who finds himself honor bound to accompany a Slayer and record his heroic doom. Unfortunately for Felix, Gotrek Grunnisson just happens to be the worst Slayer in history, on account of him being the most [[Badass]] Dwarf, if not being, on the planet. He has killed everything from incarnations of rage and blood to dragons the length of football fields. Even if anything ''could'' kill Gotrek, Felix has no illusions about the fact that it would kill him soon after.
** The next step in a Troll Slayer's career is Demon Slayer, a Troll Slayer who ''couldn't find a big enough and mean enough troll''.
*** The Slayer army list from Storm of Chaos gave the Dwarf player almost as many victory points for having his troops killed by S5+ monsters as the opponent did from killing them.
*** Troll Slayers also show up in ''[[Warhammer Fantasy Roleplay]]'' as a career for player characters. The exit
**** The fun thing about that class is that on paper, slayers are combat monsters. They evade [[Game Breaker]] status because anyone playing a slayer is expected to act like one; you are supposed to pick fights even when the odds aren't good, sleep deprivation, mental instability and rampant alcoholism is the best way to spend your downtime, and armour is for people without a death wish (i.e. anyone not you). Your impressive combat prowess is there to make the party want to hang out with you anyway.
**** Well, that, and your non-combat abilities are limited to 'resistance to getting drunk' and 'scare people'. Basically, the only thing a Slayer in ''WHFRP'' is good for outside a fight is to start one.
** Another example in ''Warhammer Fantasy'': Count Mordred the Damned is a Chaos Champion who is cursed to forever constantly mutate within his armour and forever be brought back from the dead by the Chaos Gods even if he should die. As such, he doesn't have much of a chance of ever finding real rest in death, but it's what he hopes for against all hope.
** The Flagellants of the Empire in same setting take it on themselves to die ''in the most painful way possible'' in order to save the world from evil.
* ''[[Warhammer 40,000]]'' theology gives prominent places to penance and martyrdom, so the Imperium has various fanatic, penal and technically-not-penal troops not expected to survive who are fine with this.
** The Blood Angels chapter of [[Super Soldier|Space Marines]] in
*** Even the Iron Hands have (or used to have) the Immortals — those who are physically or mentally falling are written off, but still being valuable [[Super Soldier]]s, they are augmented [[Up to Eleven|some more]] and used as shock/breach troops.
** 40k also gives use the [[Stripperiffic|Sisters Repentia]], Sisters of Battle who are in disgrace can take the oath of redemption, forsaking their armour and normal weapons in favour of rags and a really big chainsaw. They're not expected to survive, but those that do can rejoin the normal squads.
** Lone Wolves from the Space Wolves list. You are actually penalised if they survive to the end, and they have a pretty good statline making it a bit tricky to get them killed (especially since they're immune to the [[Chunky Salsa Rule]]). On the other hand, your opponent can see what a Lone Wolf can do, and will probably try and kill them for you so that they don't dismember half of his battle line.
*** Although in the fluff, death is not the only way to regain the lost honour of their packs. They deliberately seek out the largest opponents not only to seek an honorable death, but also to use it as an opportunity to regain the honor of his pack. Rarely this succeeds, but sometimes they do return victorious and the avenging of the pack fulfilled. These usually get initiated into their respective Wolf Guards. This manifests in an extra re-roll against some of the stronger units on the tabletop, encouraging players to target these units with the Lone Wolf.
** The Imperial Guard has the Penal Legions. Having committed some sin against the Emperor, they are deployed [[Zerg Rush|en masse]] with even less armor and weaker weapons than the standard Guardsman; they aren't really meant to survive, just to swamp the enemy with their numbers or to clear minefields for the [[Tank Goodness|tanks]].
** The non-canon Chapter the [http://www.fightingtigersofveda.com/ Fighting Tigers of Veda] have a similar system with the Grey Tigers, complete with a [https://web.archive.org/web/20130622054233/http://www.fightingtigersofveda.com/GT1.html short story] about the redemption of Sudra Patel.
* One of the example villains in the old edition of ''[[GURPS]]'' Supers was a disgraced sumo wrestler who couldn't commit seppuku due to his [[Nigh Invulnerability]]. Thus, he sought out other supers to goad them into killing him. His sympathetic backstory, and his history of tracking down and defeating violent supers, make him more of an [[Anti-Villain]].
** There's also a [[Point Build System|disadvantage]] called 'On The Edge', that basically allows you to play your character as a
* Chrononauts: Lost Identities features Isaac, a playable character who prevents various tragedies, including his own death at Columbine. One of his win conditions includes allowing the massacre to happen, so Isaac can let himself die.
* In the [[Ravenloft]] setting, Mayonaka, an Eastern (oriental) vampire and former [[Samurai]]. Like many vampires in the setting, he considers his condition a [[Fate Worse Than Death]] and travels the Realms of the demiplane searching for and challenging the greatest of warriors, hoping to someday find one superior to himself that can grant him an honorable death by battle. Sadly, he has yet to succeed, at least canon-wise.
== [[Theatre]] ==
* Posthumous Leonatus of [[Shakespeare]]'s ''[[Cymbeline]]'' becomes one in his regret over having had Imogen killed. He first strips himself of his armor and fights against the heavily-armed Roman soldiers. He successfully fends them off and rescues the king. He then dresses up as a Roman soldier and tries to get killed in battle, but is instead captured. He's scheduled for hanging, but the King spares him. Poor guy just can't catch a break...
== [[Video Games]] ==
* Several characters from ''[[Metal Gear Solid]]'':
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** Fortune: A battlecry of "Kill me now!" hints at it.
** And of course, Grey Fox.
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** Though despite all that, he gets extra points for being known in-game as "Nooj The Deathseeker". [[Informed Ability|Informed Characteristic, perhaps?]]
** At one point, during a recording the player can view, it looks like he is about to actually pull it off, but is saved by the person who's recording him in combat to see if he's good enough to join an elite military unit.
* {{spoiler|Vanille}} from ''[[Final Fantasy XIII]]'' has a genuine death wish, believing that her actions served as the catalyst for the horrible events that dragged the rest of the party into the game.
** Evidently she's not the only one in the FFXIII world with this mindset, seeing as {{spoiler|Orphan, Barthandelus, and ''every other fal'Cie in existence'' also want to die.}} Even if it means destroying the world and '''''everyone else in it.'''''
*** It turns out that {{spoiler|the Fal'Cie}} want to {{spoiler|destroy Cocoon}}, because that many people dying at once would {{spoiler|bring back the world's god: The Maker, who is also the Fal'Cie's 'parent' who orphaned them when she left the world}}. That many people dying at once would {{spoiler|open the door to the Maker}}, and {{spoiler|Orphan is vital to the upkeep of Cocoon, so it's death would mean the death of Cocoon}}, and all the humans living there.
* ''[[Soul Series]]''
* Zasalamel from ''[[Soul Series|Soul Calibur III]]'' sought the evil blade Soul Edge to break his [[Blessed with Suck|curse of immortality]] and die a peaceful death. Because really, [[Who Wants to Live Forever?]]?▼
** Ivy Valentine, sort of. Her goal is to eradicate Soul Edge and all traces of its evil influence. That means, eventually, she will have to die too. She doesn't say how she plans to do this - if she even has a plan - but presumably it will be the last step towards her goal.
** Great plan. I want to die peacefully, the best bet is to enter a battle to the death-style tournament with a bunch of [[Ax Crazy]] nut-jobs, a handful of demons, and the pure manifestation of good and evil in the world...▼
▲** Zasalamel from
▲*** Great plan. I want to die peacefully, the best bet is to enter a battle to the death-style tournament with a bunch of [[Ax Crazy]] nut-jobs, a handful of demons, and the pure manifestation of good and evil in the world...
*** Justified since his curse of endless reincarnation/violent death is connected to Soul Edge and Soul Calibur.
*** He stops being a
*** That's one ending. The other is that he spends the rest of his final life writing a library full of his autobiography.
* Bunji in [[Gungrave]] Overdose asks for the player character to kill him, not without giving a really hard fight before, its more subtle when you choose Grave or Jujy but he tells Billy something along the lines of: "I only need one thing from you, Strenght. Quick finish me, rub me and my patetic regrets off of this world", he even Thanks Billy for his "requiem" in a [[Tear Jerker]] sequence after the fight with a slow "You are not bad..... Thank.....you".
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** Also Akuma. He and Ryu fought once, and he spared Ryu's life because he saw that he was a person who, with training, could plausibly defeat him, which is what he wants.
** {{spoiler|In the comics from UDON, Gen gets his wish and Akuma kills him. This happens shortly before the events of ''Street Fighter II''.}}
* {{spoiler|Kratos}} from ''[[Tales of Symphonia]]'' is eventually revealed to be a
** Similarly, {{spoiler|Zelos}} spends a good part of the game with a death wish, {{spoiler|his [[Handsome Lech]] personality for the most part [[Stepford Smiler|an act]]}}. Whether he succeeds or not is up to the player.
*** The sequel then gives us {{spoiler|Emil}}. Once he realizes that he is {{spoiler|The Summon Spirit Ratatosk, and responsible for the death of Aster}} he plans to atone by {{spoiler|faking possession by his [[Super-Powered Evil Side]]}} and having the rest of the party kill him {{spoiler|so that he can become a core to seal the door to Niflheim}}.
* {{spoiler|Raven}} from [[Tales of Vesperia]] is revealed to be the villainous version, having been plucked from death by the local [[Smug Snake]] and forced to act as his personal [[The Mole|Mole]]. The scene where he realizes that his death is not worth betraying his friends is a [[Crowning Moment of Awesome]].
** {{spoiler|Estelle}} manages to pull one of these as well. Said [[Smug Snake]] {{spoiler|has her under his control and forces her to attack the party, culminating in the line "Kill me." Yuri then fights her and tells her she's not to do it again.}}
* Umbra in ''[[The Elder Scrolls]]: Morrowind'', an orcish hero who has accomplished everything he can in life and waits for a worthy opponent to kill him and claim his [[Infinity+1 Sword]].
** This is actually Umbra's modus operandi. The sword eats away at the mind of it's wielder, driving them to go all [[Blood Knight]] so it can be fed a constant stream of souls. Eventually, the wielder becomes just an extension of the blade and eventually pick a fight with somebody stronger than them. This just serves to propagate the sword further, as when they finally die the sword is going to be picked up by their killer, an even stronger warrior who can continue the cycle.
*** The worst part? It not only eats the souls of those it kills, but also eats the soul of it's wielder if they die.
** Similarly, in Oblivion, {{spoiler|the Gray Prince, half-orc Grand Champion of the Arena, sends you on a quest to determine his heritage. When faced with the news that his father was a vampire and he is illegitimate, (more the first than the second, in fact he only seems to care about the first) he becomes a
** Another example from Morrowind is the vampire Marara from the "The Weary Vampire" quest, who seeks death by the hands of a fellow vampire.
** In the Bloodmoon expansion of Morrowind, there is a Nord who has spent 500 years searching for Sovngarde, an homage to the real life Valhalla of Viking lore. The player can give him a book detailing how Nords may reach Sovngarde: by dying honorably in combat. Delighted, the man asks the player to kill him, but only in real combat (and he's [[Badass Grandpa|remarkably dangerous for a 500-year old man]]).
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** Juhani from the first game takes a brief spin around this Trope. You can talk her out of it, and she joins the crew (Light Side) or give her her wish {{spoiler|and have one less opponent to deal with when you and Bastila decide to run off together}} (Dark Side).
** [[Broken Bird|Visas Marr]] definitely qualifies. Excessively. Your introduction to her is a cutscene of her begging Nihilus to kill her.
* The masked man and woman (AKA {{spoiler|Shura and Serion, Adell's blood parents}}) in ''[[Disgaea]] 2''. Being almost entirely incapable of controlling their actions yet entirely aware of the atrocities Zenon forces them to commit, the two henchmen literally ''beg'' Adell to kill
* Urick from ''[[Drakengard]] 2'' got his butt royally kicked by Caim, but was so terrified of dying that he made a pact with a Reaper, rendering him all but unkillable. But he felt so bad about failing in his duties and letting his General get killed that finding a way to break his pact, and therefore die, is pretty much his sole reason for living. And despite the incredible [[Wangst]] potential of all this, he's actually a pretty [[Nice Guy]].
** {{spoiler|He eventually gets his wish when he runs into Caim again. Caim ''beats the pact out of him''.}}
* {{spoiler|The Shadowlord}} in ''[[
* Albedo from ''[[Xenosaga]]''. Since his unique genetic makeup makes it literally impossible to die (as in, his head can be ripped off with no ill effects whatsoever), he gets very upset when he finds out that his two brothers don't have the same ability. This becomes the main driving force behind his actions throughout the first two
* Tsugumi of ''[[Ever 17]]'' leaps into a dangerous situation to save the hero's life, not because she cares about his wellbeing, but because she's hoping it will kill her. {{spoiler|Unfortunately for her, her [[Healing Factor]] makes her more or less immortal.}}
* {{spoiler|Lehran}} from ''[[Fire Emblem Tellius|Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn]]'' was like this, but when he couldn't find any way to die, he resorted to [[Woobie, Destroyer of Worlds|trying to bring a goddess's judgment on the entire continent, wiping out himself and everyone else.]] His last words are "I'm dying....at last."
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* [[Dark-Skinned Blond|Zevran Aranai]] of [[Dragon Age]] openly attacks the PC (despite his extensive training as an assassin and impressive stealth skills) because he hopes to get himself killed.
** When the Warden first offers to release him from his prison in Lothering, Sten from [[Dragon Age]]: Origins says that [[Redemption Equals Death|death will be his atonement]] for the murder of an entire farmhold of people. He later agrees to join the Warden after the latter convinces him of the importance of his/her mission. However, Sten doesn't actually believe the Warden will succeed in defeating the Blight; he just prefers to die in battle than starve to death in a cage.
*** This changes after you get his approval high enough and {{spoiler|return his sword.}} He starts to believe that you have a real shot at defeating the Blight, and he mentions that he would be able to offer a better answer to his superiors' questions about the Blight if he helped you end it first.
** Sigrun from the ''Awakening'' expansion is a lot more cheerful about it than Zevran or Sten, but still makes it quite clear that as a member of the Legion of the Dead she owes a [[Heroic Sacrifice]] and that she'll be leaving for her [[The Last Dance|Calling]] as soon as the current crisis is over. If she survives to the ending her epilogue either has her follow through on that, or mentions that either the Warden becomes really good at finding new crises to persuade her to stick around just a little longer or she tries to leave but always ends up coming back to the Warden since she's one of his/her [[True Companions]].
*** The Legion of the Dead, itself, is for the most part composed of people who, for whatever reason, are considered to have lives that are dishonorable to continue with. (The one exception known is a noble who, while not disgraced, was considered a trouble-maker, and joined for no known reason.) The Legionnaires are inducted into the Legion in an expensive funeral, they have gear specifically designed to poetically reflect that they are expected to die gloriously in battle (examples include boots that do not leave tracks that hint at direction, and shields designed to give hard to make out reflections of the wielder,) and all of them actively seek to die.
** {{spoiler|The [[Big Bad]]}} in ''Awakening'' also turns out to be a
* [[Mass Effect 2|Thane Krios]], another [[BioWare]] assassin, went into his last job not particularly caring what his target's guards would do to him afterwards; he was already terminally ill, estranged from his only child and could think of nothing else to do with himself. Then Shepard showed up and asked for his help on a [[Suicide Mission]].
* In ''[[Mass Effect 3]]'', Shepard can accuse James Vega of this after a reckless bit of [[Flying Car|Flying]] [[Car Fu]] in the first mission. As the game progresses, Shepard him/herself starts to show signs of this - no matter how you play, it clear s/he's getting increasingly burnt out and tired of being surrounded by death. {{spoiler|That's without mentioning the creepy dreams filled with the voices of dead characters.}}
** It's shown that Shepard isn't actively TRYING to die, but s/he would consider it a relief if s/he did.
* The Red Baron, {{spoiler|Sir Lemon}} from [[Shining Force]] is an immortal vampire who wants to die (at one point jumping off a cliff and simply leaving a hole in the ground). {{spoiler|He joins you near the end of the game in the hope that he will get killed in battle. It doesn't work - if he falls, he automatically revives after the battle.}}
* In [[Star Craft 2]], when you fight the Zerg-infested colonists, the very first one you meet asks you to kill him just before suicide rushing your base.
* The ([[Anticlimax Boss|fake]]) [[Final Boss]] in ''[[
* [[Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep]]: {{spoiler|"I'm asking you, as a friend... Just put an end to me." Made even worse by the fact that it's the cute little boy saying it.}}
* Reckless Cop Dangerama in ''[[Zettai Hero Project]]'' fights entirely using [[Dangerous Forbidden Technique
* The new player character of ''[[Prototype 2]]'', Sgt. James Heller, hoped to die fighting the infection in Manhattan after losing his family while he was fighting overseas. After being infected with the Blacklight Virus which, if the trailer is anything to go by, will eventually turn him into a [[Nigh Invulnerable]] immortal monster that can ''never'' die, his new goal is to kill the one he blames for denying him the death he craves: Alex Mercer.
* ''[[Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha
* Krieg the Psycho in ''[[Borderlands]] 2'' has [[Split Personality|two distinct personalities]]: the dominant one is [[The Berserker|a raving maniac who only feels truly alive when rushing into combat with reckless abandon while suffering copious amounts of life-threatening injuries]], and the second one is a rational man who hates the mutated monster he has become and considers death the second best thing that could happen to him, the first one being [[I Just Want To Be Normal|reverting back to a normal human]]. His playstyle reflects this, rewarding the player for playing highly aggressively and taking damage on purpose with an impressive amount of self-sustain to live through situations that would kill any other [[Player Character|Vault Hunter]], the Mania skill tree being particularly notable for the ludicrous durability it gives and the suicidal gameplay it encourages.
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* After being exiled in human lands, Durkon of ''[[The Order of the Stick|Order of the Stick]]'' was like this when Roy first met him. While no longer explicitly ''seeking'' death, he is currently looking forward to it, since the Oracle informed him that he would go home "posthumously." At that point he expected that he would die in human lands and never be returned to his family's ancestral tomb, so he sees this as better than nothing. Unfortunately, {{spoiler|he doesn't know the ''[[Doomed Hometown|other prophecy]]'' made about his homecoming...}}
* Ellen from ''[[El Goonish Shive]]'' shortly after her creation:
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** A more apt example from the same webcomic would be {{spoiler|Abraham,}} who {{spoiler|created the diamond that made Ellen by separating Elliot from the V5 transformation, and is sworn to kill any creation of it.}}
* Lexx is suicidal in ''[[Alien Dice]]'', but can't commit suicide because of the nanites in his blood, keeping him alive. He's too scared to try more extreme methods of suicide, so instead hopes he'll be killed in a battle. {{spoiler|this changes later in the series, when Lexx decides to live and spend the rest of his life with his [[True Companions|family and Chel.]]}}
* Jin of ''[[Wapsi Square]]'' has reached the point where she will even resort to suicide just so that she can die. The problem is that she is an indestructible clay golem and therefore can't die. [http://wapsisquare.com/comic/youreincharge/ It's not pretty.]
* {{color|green|D}}{{color|white|o}}{{color|green|c Scratch}} of ''[[Homestuck]]'' has accomplished his life's purpose, and as such, wants his life to end. He's a [[Physical God|First Guardian]]. You can see why he's having trouble dying.
** There's also Scratch's {{spoiler|adopted daughter, the Handmaid, aka Aradia Megido's ancestor}}. In her case, she's immortal thanks to {{spoiler|a curse Lord English put on her, and can only die once she's completed her tenure}}. Thanks to Scratch's [[Abusive Parents|conditioning]], she desperately wants to die.
* The title character of ''[[Nodwick]]''. Being a henchman is a difficult and thankless job, and results in him being brutally killed - and then resurrected by [[White Mage| Piffany]] - countless times. He has often expressed a desire to stay dead, but he cannot. As stated in his contract (which he wisely always keeps with him) states that if his physical body dies he is required to "remain on this plane of existence even if all pulmonary and cardio-vascular functions cease, so long as hope of revivication exists or until one year after date of death, whichever is ''longer''."
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* It's been implied that [[The Nostalgia Critic]] is this. Leaving the room that the bad movie is in vs. shooting yourself in the head... what would you pick?
* While [[The Nostalgia Chick]]'s never said that she ''wants'' to die, it's pretty easy to infer from her growing alcoholism that she wouldn't really mind it.
* Salem, the [[Big Bad]] of ''[[RWBY]]'', was made immortal by the gods thousands of years ago, of the [[From a Single Cell]] variety, and is willing to bring about the end of the world of Remnant if it will mean she can finally die.
▲* Himei starts out as this in ''[[Sailor Nothing]]'', before [[The Power of Friendship]] gives her something to live for. The premier example, however, is {{spoiler|Dark General Argon. Because of his nature as [[The Heartless]] he's unable to kill himself directly, so he instead ensures that the protagonist will unleash her [[Unstoppable Rage]] on him -- in some of the worst ways possible.}}
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** A later short played on the same gag, this time with Olive seeking someone suitably beaten up as a model for a sculpture. So the two start trying to get themselves beat up. Eventually, Popeye makes Bluto eat his Spinach, making him go into an involuntary fit of beating up Popeye; Bluto wins the fight but loses the chance to pose for Olive.
* [[Played for Laughs]] with Grandpa Marsh on ''[[South Park]]''
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** Played straight in the ''Coon and Friends Trilogy'', when Mysterion (aka {{spoiler|[[They Killed Kenny|Kenny]]}}) confronts [[Eldritch Abomination|Cthulhu]] both to save his friends and in the apparent hope of finally being [[Killed Off for Real]].
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* Siegfried Sassoon, the poet, during the First World War. Along the way he picked up an MC, and the title of "best war poet to survive the war". Detailed in [[The Regeneration Trilogy]]. He had to choose between guilt over leaving his men on the battlefield and guilt over not continuing to protest against the war, and ended up going on patrol without a helmet after going back to the front. {{spoiler|But he lived.}}
* [http://www.badassoftheweek.com/tlahuicole.html Tlahuicole] was the chief of the Tlaxcalan tribe when the Aztecs decided to conquer them. He fought bravely by [[Dual-Wielding]] a set of hatchets that were supposedly too large for ordinary men to even lift, but the rest of his tribe didn't make it and he ended up being captured and brought before Montezuma. The Aztec leader offered him mercy after hearing how much of a facewrecker he was (the Aztecs kind of valued that sort of thing), but Tlahuicole believed that since he had disgraced himself by letting himself get captured, he should be sacrificed as punishment for his dishonor. Montezuma basically told him to chill out and had him serve as a war-chief in an ongoing struggle against another tribe. He completely slaughtered them, so Montezuma wanted to make him a full member of Aztec nobility. Tlahuicole felt that doing so would be a betrayal of his people, so he refused. Montezuma ordered him bound to the Stone of Combat, where he would basically act out the end of ''[[The One (film)|The One]]'' by getting swarmed by Aztec warriors until he died (ordinarily the ritual was designed to let captured soldiers gain their freedom, but he didn't want to take that route). He killed seven of Montezuma's best Jaguar warriors and wounded over twenty more before finally falling, and an Aztec priest finally sacrificed him right as he was about to die anyway.
* [[I'm a Humanitarian|Jeffrey Dahmer]] frequently expressed his [[The Atoner|wish to die for his crimes]] while in prison. When he was attacked by another prisoner who attempted to slit his throat, he refused to press charges and requested to be returned to the general prison population. Only a few months later, he was beaten to death by another prisoner. Perhaps the only thing that kept him from committing suicide outright was that he was a born-again Christian.
* John Henry "Doc" Holliday, dentist turned infamous gunfighter and gambler of the old west, is a perfect real life example of this trope. Diagnosed with tuberculosis in his early twenties Doc Holliday went out west, hoping the drier climate would ease his ailment. However, his hot temper and belief that death by gun or knife was far better than by tuberculosis, led him to a life of adventure, taking part in many shoot outs including the famed OK corral and Wyatt Earp's Vendetta Ride. Despite this lifestyle, his extreme skill, and more-so his reputation of extreme speed, with a revolver kept him alive, he eventually died of his illness at age 36 in the bed of a sanitarium. His famous last words, upon looking at his bare feet in bed, were "Now, that's funny."
* According to contemporary records, Emperor Franz Joseph of Austria-Hungary was strongly implied to have become this towards the later years of his life, going so far as to practically mention this trope by name. Then again, after having to deal with the deaths of all those around him, including his brother (Maximilian; killed by firing squad in Mexico), wife (Elisabeth/Sissi; killed by an Italian anarchist), son/heir (Rudolf; the Meyerling Incident) and successor (Franz Ferdinand; assassinated in Sarajevo, sparking [[World War I]]) and watching his Empire slowly fall apart from war, [[Iron Woobie|one has to wonder]].
* Witnesses believe that the personal combat action of Admiral Walter Cowan (a man old enough to have been an Admiral in [[World War I]]) when he was in his 70s during [[World War II]] was part of him seeking a heroic death. His actions include personally providing anti-aircraft fire, and attempting to take out a tank solo using only his revolver. If true, he failed as he survived the war and lived till 1956.
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