I'm surprised you thought to contact me of all people while I was away from here. I've only just come back yesterday, and it seems I have a lot to think about while I catch up on events in the interim.
I don't think that'd be wise. I feel like I understand your investment in the entire matter well enough, or at least from what I've read of the situation thus far, and I'm not sure any further involvement from me would do anything other than possibly exacerbate things. I only spoke up because I'd gotten the feeling this was becoming too personal for you, and I didn't want that investment to turn you bitter or else cause you to do anything rash.
I don't hate you. I don't think ANYONE hates you. From what I can tell, I think everyone's just mostly concerned if anything. I've yet to really figure out this whole thing for myself, but putting a pin in that, I honestly thing you might need to disengage yourself, even if it's just a little, or just for a bit. Try to clear your head before doing anything else.
Would you hear me out if I explained my position to you? I need someone who no doesn't hate me to talk to.